HAPPINESS :)

Maybe im not perfect girl for u , but I still hope that I can be the best for you . For sure im missing every moment that we had done together . What can I do just sit here and pray to god that u will stay in my life and enjoy our life until die . You bring to me a happiness , you bring to me a love . I could not imagine what my life would be like without you . I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you . I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life , and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together . I want to share in your joys and sorrows . I want to be your everything because you are my everything . I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me. And I will love you no matter what life brings us. The god show you to me , you're my only one , my only star that I ever had . I love you more than anything , you make me smile , make my life complete . Im happy to know you and never regret of knowing you .



lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

MEREKA :)

*actually entri ni saje saje nk describe untuk org yg atin syg. hee :) my friend yg selalu happy kan atin, and I appreciate them. ade bnyak tp yg ini jea dlu okay? later2 akan ditambah.

ADEK ANIS SYGS

You know what, this lil girl was my adek angkat yg paling disayangi, hee! She’s name? ANIS ATIQAH. Uh, “YOU'RE THE BEST LIL SIS I HAVE RIGHT NOW”. Im happy to know you. OH, dea suda menjadi adk atin setahun lebeh jugak lahh. Lme kann? Haha ofcoz la. Bout her? 100% friendly :) Ehem, dlu dlu ktorg tersangat lah rapat, selalu sharing problem, sharing happiness and sadness. But after I lepas SPM and mula keje, ktorg makin renggang. Bkn sbb gado but atin yg bertambah keBUSYan, haha. But even dh tak rapat ktorg always keep in touch. OH sorry nis. Anyway thanks adk, you always understand my ctuation, hee ;) Then atin pegy PLKN, oh lg lahh tak dpt contact. After dh balik dr PLKN atin pulak sibuk nk masok KOLEJ and nis pulak sibuk dgn SPM (turn her) haha. So now ktorg mula baek and rapat mcm dlu even msing2 still busy, haha. Thanks yea nis for love me, understand me, support me, and thanks everything dear! Nis, you're nice person, caring, talkactive, rawk and awesome. Sangat beruntung sape yg dapat nis, even as a sister like me, haha. Lg beruntung kalo sape dpt jadi BF nis, hee ;) Tp yg sgt sgt klaka kann, ktorg takk penah meet lg? Percaye? Must trust, haha. Actually ktorang kan kenal melalu myspace saje then dh lme lme change numbe phone. Lg pon dlu dea stay sgt lahh jauh d SABAH. But now dea move at KEDAH. Tp atin pulak yg further study at PERAK, so susa jugak la nk jmpe. I know one day kite msti dpt meet, haha. Cant wait that day, hopefully ok dpt meet :) Lastly, the sentence yg tak pernah lupa for us “eventhough we are not really sisters but we are sisters of the heart”. IM GLAD TO HAVE YOU LIL SIS (;

INTAN NADIA

This girl was my superb duperb bestie since form 4. She is my girl who really i love for my bestie and my mine :) she is always in my eyes on everytime and im swear that I never hurt u syg. cause u my bestie forever :) im always be with u as long as u want me too. Yeah she is adorable , easy going , and have a kind heart :) I have you and I'm grateful ever . Dea yg terbaek as my SAHABAT buad mse sekarang. Selalu chill out together, have fun together and everythings together.

FYZA SYGS

This girl was the person I trust. She's my superb duperb rawkstar ! She's totally MINE uke . she's sweet as a candy. She’s too special too define with words. Atin kenal dea agak lama jugak kot, but tak pernah meet lg. No matter I know that dea seorg yg baekkkk and tak pernah sombong. Mse first kenal lg dea seorang yg talkactive, so I selesa berkawan dgn dea. Ktorg pon always sharing problem together, selalu bercerita pasal life msing msing almost bout LOVE, haha. Dea kan senang dibawa berSTORY. Tak rugi kenal dea, haha. I love to chat with her. Sometimes I sgt sgt lah suka melawat belog dea. BEST WOO :) Sgt sgt teringin nk meet but tatao bile, haha. Hope dpt meet yaw ;) Fyza seorang yangg baik , cantik , menarik dan absolutelyy tak lupa kawan . A girl with a lot of fun and cheer next to her :)

"ily, imy, iny"

"I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you."

i miss you, yess i do!
where are you?
damn! lonely.
i need you, yess i do!
where are you?
damn! lonely.
i love you, yess i do!
where are you?
damn! lonely.

im alone tonite, where are you?
you're not at my side when i need you, when i miss you :(
every nite i miss you, a lot!
tak pernah kurang or hilang rase renduu tu kt you.
i wanna meet youuu :(

lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

2011 makin menghampiri.

tajok mao gempak doe, haha. yeaa, 2011 makin menghampiri kannn? ary ny suda 30 DECEMBER 2010. lusa suda masok taon baruuu. tak saba nk tnggu mase tuh tp sayang nk tnggalkan thn ni. terlalu banyak kenangan thn ni. tp ape ape pon its just memories. tetap in my mind. thn 2010 sgt banyak kenangan manis dan pahit. mcm mcm suda berlaku. ade sedeh, ade happy. thn 2010 ni jugak atin bnyak blaja pasal hidop, thn ni jugak atin blaja berdikari. thn ni jugak atin mulakan hidup baru sbagai student kolej. so start thn dpn i must do the best for my life.

my wishes : hope next year dpt menjadi yg tbaek for all. hope success in all thing i do. hope relation atin and wan kekal smpai bila bila. hope takde ape ape yg menghalang.

atin dh pernah kehilangan org yg paling atin syg n chenta mse 2010. and org tu sgt special dlm aty atin dlu. skrg walaupun atin dh lost cntact dgn dea, atin dh tak kesah coz atin dah jmpe wan yg terbaek dlm idop atin yg boleh gnty dea. atin tak pnah nk bnci or berdendam dgn dea even dea pnah lukakan aty atin dlu. atin maafkan dea, i know that dea bkn yg terbaek untuk atin coz ade yg lbeh terbaek dr dea untuk atin. dlu atin salah menilai dea untuk atin syg. atin harap wan bkn mcm tuh, and atin tak salah pilih dea untuk atin. dea yg terakhir :) atin harap bnde yg sme takkan berulang mse 2011 nnty. coz atin tanak kehilangan wan. dea VVIP for me. very very important person in my life.

bie if you read my blog, i hope you understand what i mean. thanks coz you come into my life. iloveyou :)



lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

Jatoh Chenta ;)

WAN, i love you so fucking damn muchh okay? Now, my hope just the only one, i hope that our relationship untill the last breath okay? i wont never let you go, and you! dont let me go. i realize that you are my true love. the last love in my life. the important i want you to know is YOU ARE NEVER BE REPLACED.

*btoy btoy jatoh chenta dgn ang la wan, haha :))




lots of love; atinSYGG ;)

home sweet home plus lots of story.

atin suda selamat smpai ke langkawi. tapi agak kurang sehad, hee :) ape pasal? pasal ary before balik tu tak mkn lahh. so dh kne bising dgn hubby mushuk atin. sorry bie. tak buad dh lepas ni :) smile.

mlm before balik ke langkawi. planning nk stay hostel coz pagi besok tu wan and dhikri nk dtg amek and anta ke stesen bas (medan gopeng). but my roomates ckp better ikot eyra balik. nnty atin tnggal sorg2 so diorg worried about me. so nak tanak i must follow eyra la. and i tell wan bout this and dea ckp sokay, besok pagi meet jea at medan gopeng. lg pon umah eyra kan at medan gopeng. so ptg tuh atin gerak g umah eyra, her father dtg amek. then mlm tuh wan dtg jmpe atin. atin and eyra koa pegy jmpe wan and plus g jmpe berg, myra and laen2 nk balik hometown diorg. so meet la kejap. then after dh lme jugak borak borak atin and eyra pon nk balik lahh. so atin pnggil wan nk sembang. he said dea tak dpt dtg besok pagi coz dea kne balik taiping mlm tuh jugak coz bdk2 hostel dea sume balik. takkan dea nk stay sorg. so takpe lahh. smbang kejap dgn dea, mate atin dh bkace kot. baru ingat nk meet besok tu puas puas. tapi tak dpt, agak sedeh la kejap, haha. wan yg pndang atin semacam dea ttupnye mate atin. katenye tabole tgk mate atin nnty dea pon down, hehe. so takpe lahh nak tanak atin tpakse la lpas dea alek that nite, dh la lewat tau, risau sgt sgt. nasib dea slmat smpai jugakk. hope after ni dea tak degil lagii. atin takkan lpas dea alek jauh jauh time lewat mlm.

so ary sbtu pagi atin pon gerak balik dr ipoh sorang sorang tauuu, hee. selamat smpai langkawi lbeh kurang kul 4 ptg larr. smpai rumah teros fly atas katil, rendu sgt, haha (padahal leteh sgt). so relekk jap. then dh mlm dk lepak smbil tgk tv dgn mak. borak borak dgn mak. mcm mcm nk atin citekan, and mcm mcm mak soal nk tahu. hee especially mak dk soal pasal wan. wahh, mak suke yer atin dgn wan? thanks mak bg restu gitu. hehe! mak ckp 'couple tu elok elok la. jgn main main. ade pape settle elok elok'. okay mak! tapi mak kne bg tau wan sme, haha. now i dh dpt green light sepenuhnya dr family. nnty bole bwa 'dea' holiday kt langkawi.

ahad and isnin atin asek hang out dgn mmbe jea. mmg best! wahh skunk kt langkawi dh ade uptown, dh majuuuu :) so adela pegy. okay la not bad.

btw, ade la nk story bout someone nehh. atin kenal dea. konon dea neh bru starting blaja buad belog larr, but yg atin agak heran dan pelik, after atin usha dea punye belog. 99.9% copy of mine. i means dea buad sejibik sejibik mcm atin nye belog. mmg nakarommm la, haha! dr bout self and describe kt belog sume nk copy copy. aduhhh. dh takde cite sndri agaknye? yg funny kalo dea buad tu atin tatao belog dea takpe, ni atin tauuu kot. WTF! girl, please stop okay? do ur own idea. shit! no need nk sebot nme dea coz atin sure dea selalu open my belog.

just ini yg rajin nk update. later jea la :)

lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

genap 4 bulan suda :)

ouhh b, baru 4 bln kite bersame ekk. rase mcm bru saje kite kenal. rase mcm belom cukop mengenali b 100%. hee so I want to know more about you. ececece ayatttt ;) btw HAPPY FOURTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY yea sayanggggg. I Love You So Much tauuuuuuuuu ;) only you in my heart. ohh damn in love with you, haha.

Bie, dah 4 bln kite bsme. org harap sgt hubungan ni baik baik saje. if anything happen or kite salah faham or whatever yg boleh nk rosakkan relation kite. org harap kite pndai2 settle ea, dont follow ego diri nnty laen yg jadi. org ingatkan b and b selalu ingatkan org jugak okay. org pcayekan b and b pon must trust me okay? org setia and jujur dgn b and org harap b pon mcm tuh. b penah ckp yg org ny the first person b jujur, okay thanks, i appreciate it.

Bie, if one day kite berjauhan. no word i can say just trust me, love me and dont forget me okay? same with me towards you sayangggg :)

my prince only MOHD RIDZUAN ;)


lots of love ; atinSYGG ;)

i will SUPPORT you always :)

nak tido tapi tak ngantok pulak. slalunye msty alek dr kolej tertido. tak letey sgt lahh hari ny :) skunk hujan lebat sgt sgt. naseb air mate tak selebat hujan. angin kuattttt. guruh kilat mcm berlawan saje. but but takde lahh I menangis now. just adela nk story ny little bit sad ;)

eh eh tomorrow result PMR koa ryte? yea, i hope adik2 tersayang dpt result yg elok okay. GUD LUCK. even bkn adk sndri tp adk2 angkat. aisehh bnyak betol adk angkat I. terima saje :)

back to the story. actually ni bkn lah masalah besar pon. firstly smlm koa dgn bie I pegy beli ticket bus coz this saturday mao balik LANGKAWI, hee. so after dh beli ticket, pegy lepak at mcD kejap. mkn mkn :) nyummy. mse tuh dh mlm lahh. entah mcm mne tibe2 open story pasal ex2 couple again. but takde perasaan jelez dahh :) ini cite secare open-minded. saje saje. then okay! finish. so talk about study pulak. yg sedehnye my bie ckp dea tabole nk go on lg dgn course ni. makin lme makin trouble. subjek makin susah. yess, thats ryte. dgn language blaja pulak 100% english. sometimes susah nk catch-up, for me, atin still boleh go on. but him dh rase spoil nk msok class. I cube bg semangat kt dea but dea really tak minat dh dgn course ny. so I ask him what he want. and he said dea nk try apply polis. and if dpt bru nk benti kolej. first tuh berat aty jea nk bg dea pegy. and dea rase kot aty atin mcm berat nk lepas dea. so talk and talk smpai dea dh mcm down pulak and mate msing2 bkace tapi cover tmpat public, haha. so teros tuka topik! sbenarnye dh lme dea ckp pasal ni but atin tak amek serious ingatkan dea gurau tapi mmang dea nk benti pon. then dea ckp skunk keputusan dea 50-50 untuk dea pegy. dea nk pegy tapi dea pon sme cm atin. berat aty nk tnggal atin sorg kt cni. huhu

then balik pd tuh, atin pk2 atin tanak la halang dea, kalo dh itu yg dea nk. baek untuk dea baek jugak untuk atin. lg pon kalo dea maseh kt cni, dea dh tak interest nk blaja tade gune jugak. takde faedah kalo dea nk tnggu cni smpai 3 thn sedangkan peluang abes blaja nnty tak kemane. so be open, atin pon bg tau dea yg dea tak perlu susa haty pk atin kt cni. just go on dgn ape yg dea nak. atin sokong jea ape pon keputusan dea. and his family pon bg opinion mcm tuh.

to bie sygs : bie, no need think about me okay? think about your self. org still kt cni coz org bole go on lagii. so if b dh tabole nk go on b benti but make sure yg b dpt ape yg b nak first okay. mmang kite tanak berjauhan tapi kite kne la bkorban ckit untuk our future life, kann bie? org tanak pkse ape2, keputusan dr diri b sndri okay sygs? jgn b pk nnty kite dh tak mcm sekarang. kite jge jea relation nehh :) I promise takde sape akan ganty b dekat cni. and b pon promise takde sape gnty org okay? I still love you, and love you till my last breath.


lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

surat chenta pertama :)

*surat chenta pertama, saje nk cite cite. no need to read if you are not interest. sape yg interest and read all, thanks okay. sengaje write pnjang2, haha :)

We’re started to be closed to when in orientasi at masterskill college . We’re in the same course . And actually I didnt know how we started be friend but for sure you start greeting ryte bie? . Seminggu kan orientasi mse tuh bie? You always disturb me and members. Mse tu kite lepak sme sme kan? Dgn membe2 yg laen. Seronok. Banyak jugak memories mse tu, so funny. Mse tuh jugak lahh you try dptkan numbe I kan bie? Bnyak kali you mnta tp I ignore. Last2 you dpt jugakk. Mse hari nk kne amek darah and urine tu, you suke kan sakat I and membe. Smpai mmbe I takot nk pegy kasi darah dea, hehe. After dh seminggu kite berorientasi, starting lahh class. Mse kt class you msty dtg dduk tepi I kan bie? Tp I tak penah nk espect pape dr you, haha. And after we know each other, we’re always keep in touch as a friends. We spent lots of time together. You ingat lagi tak mse ade someone trying to tackle I? Mse tuu you dh tarek muka tanak ckp dgn I, huhu smpai hati. Seharian tak bertego langsung, tak bertego smpai you dh ade someone else, huhu btw I tade pape pon dgn that boy lahh just friend. But after a few days you thinks that im already taken kan bie? So you try to keep far from me. Since that I never see you with your members like before. I don’t know where you go. But after that I see you with a girl, and maybe that girl was your gf. I understand that you already have someone. Start pd tuu kite dh tak tego mcm selalu. I perasan jugak yg you dh tak dduk tepi I mse dlm class tapi mse tu I tak amek port lahh sbb I tatao you sbenarnye nk tackle I selama ni, haha. Since you have a gf, you tak pernah lepak with classmate and I but you just with that girl. Kecik aty tau takk? Mse tuh kecik aty as friend okay not more, mmbe2 laen pon ade ckp you berubah. That time I just ignore it, because you’re not mine. Kalo you still ingat lahh bie, mse tuh kite ade lepak sme sme then that girl dtg kt kite dduk dgn you. You pulak lyn jea that girl, ktorg ny mmbe2 you, you buad tatao jea. You tau tak mse tuh ktorg ngate you? Haha sorry bie. After girl tuh blah, I ade perli you, I say ‘org tuh dh bnyak berubah lepas dh ade gf’. I pon tatao cmne I boleh ckp cm tuh, spontan jea koa dr mlut i. haha. Maybe you ingat I kate kt sorg mmbe lg kan? Pdahal I ckp tuh special for you, haha. Then, I don’t know when my roomates tell you that I’m single not in status taken, so you trying to keep in touch again with me kan bie? And I just treat you as friend like before. Mse tuu kte dh berbaek mcm dlu. Biase lahh kann. Sejak tuh jugak you dh tak lepak dgn that girl. Lg pon before tuh I ade problem dgn sorg kwn kpade girl you tu. Mmang gadoh kan mse tuh. Mse tuh everyone nk tuduh tuduh, pdahal tuh punca salah faham, no need lah nk cite lagi bnde lme tuh. Tak penting pon. Btw sorry bie mse tuh tibe2 melibatkan bie. And lastly I dh face to face dgn that girl and dh settle. Tp after pd tuh girl tuh still ade ‘usha2 ganas’ ohh, hah! Tak heran! your girl dlu tuh pon sme saje. Then bie ckp dh tanak rapat dgn girl tuh sbb dea and mmbe dea ade cri pasal dgn org, huhu. After pd tuh, you always send message trying to ‘ayat’ I, haha. Tp I still buad2 tak faham, haha sian bie, bersabar. Tapii one day, I mseh ingat mse tuh kt college I terbce msg you dgn girl laen, mnje2 gitu. Dlm aty dh terase bahang, before that day you bkn maen lg ayat I tgk2 you ade ayat girl lain pulak. Mcm nk nngis je ble you buad I mcm tuh. You dh terkantoi mse tuh, I pon tinggalkan you mcm tuh jea. Mse kt class lecturer belom msok. You dtg pujok I lahh konon. I keras haty lahh you. Dh la bekas lme tak hilang you nk tmbah2 lg, sedeh you. At last you pujok I smpai menitis air mata kt tgn I. terkejot I mse tuh, how should you smpai nk nngis? Rupenye you mmang serious nak I dr dlu. Tp you tak penah nk ckp smpai mse tu bru you teros terang. Tapi mse tu jugak haty I saket bce msg2 you dgn girl tuu. I mmang tak kesah lngsung dgn pujukan you, mse tuh classmate tgk jea kite. I maluu teros blahh. Tpi you halang then I terpakse dduk dgn you. Mse balik dr college you ajak I koa buka puase bsme, mse tu bln puase. Tpi I boleh2 ckp tanak tp you pkse2 jugak smpai mmbe2 I pon suroh I ikot you. Mcm2 alasan I bg sbb tanak koa dgn you tp you tak mengalah pujok I smpai you bg duit you smata2 nk byar transport I untuk koa dgn you. Terharu kejappp. So mlm tuh I siap2 dgn mmbe. And kite jumpe kt JJ, Ipoh. I and mmbe2 I, you and mmbe2 you. Kite bka puase sme2. After dh buka pause, you ajak I pegy disscuss pasal tuh tp mcm mls jea I nk ikot but my mmbe suroh, I pon follow. Mse tu hanye kite berdua, you explain everything dr awal smpai last story pasal msg tuh. And you explain that the girl with you was your friend only not more than that. Mse tuh I buad dnga tak dnga jea. Konon tgh saket haty, hehe. you ckp you just main2 jea dgn girl2 tuh. Sokay! You mnta peluang untuk you jd bf I. tapi haty I keras jea tanak kasi you peluang. Mse tu mate you dh berkace. Mudahnye air mate you. You ckp tak mudah pon sebelom ni tp untuk I saje. Wahhh bnge kejap, haha. Then you tatao nk ckp ape lg dgn I yg keras haty ni, you diam. Agak lme jugak then you hold my hand and said “boleh tak bg last peluang untuk wan? Wan jnji takkan main2kan atin mcm sblom ni. Believe me”. Atin pulak yg terkaku tatao nk ckp ape. Its like so sweet ryte? But haty ni tade sape tahu. Lme jugak atin diam pk pk kann. And you still hope me. And lastly I give peluang untuk you. You very happy. Tapi you, mse tuh haty I just bg peluang untuk you, no love, no anything inside my heart, empty. I tell you that time but you said, ‘its okay, wan akan cuba bg yg terbaik and one day atin akan syg wan and wan dpt gntykan exbf atin kt aty atin’ huhu smpai cm tuh. Start from that we’re together again and you propose me to be your gf. I never thought you will propose me that time. 23 AUGUST 2010 was the day, I will remember it. At first kite couple nmpak mcm you mmang bnyak bersabar coz I just accept you without love. Mesty you kecik aty kan? Sape suroh you kantoikan hal girl2 you tuh, kan I dh tak caye. Naseb you lahh my dear. But hmpir second month kite bsme bru lahh ade bibit chenta and syg I pd you, hehe. Thanks and I appreciate that you sgt2 serious dgn relation kite smpai you snggup tnggu 2 bln bg I untuk cuba syg you. Many obstacle before I and you together kan bie? I don’t know lahh after ny ape lg msalah akan jd antara kte. And I hope we will happy until last breath. I love to be with you because most of our interests are the same . I can say we have a lot of commons . I love you yes I do . You’re funny , you loves to laugh . I love to see your eyes, your smile. I dont think I can live without you as you did a lot for me . Real alot . You will accompany me whenever I'm down and when there's something when there's a story you will be the first creature on this earth that im going to tell to . You too kind and too cute and too nice and too amazing to be hurt :) I know the girl outside want you kan bie. Trying to take you from me. For the girl outside, ‘If you think you want to have him than you better ask me first and my answer would be a hell no . Sorry but his is mine forever and always’.

MOHD RIDZUAN , I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OKAY? EVEN SOMETIMES WE'RE MISSUNDERSTANDING, YOU STILL TRY BE THE BEST TO SETTLE :) I APPRECIATE YOU A LOT :) ONLY YOU IN MY HEART SYGS :)

lots of love ; atinSYGG (",)

15 DECEMBER 2010 :)

thats day was my second birthday celebration from my housemate coz diorg buad celebration mmbe atin skali. dea nye bezday 16 DECEMBER. btw, happy birthday mien yg ke 19 thn. may god bless you. here the pictures :)


















acara wajib mse bezday msty ade (tepung), haha. mmang terbaek la diorg kasi. thanks all :)


lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

hujung minggu yang membosankan ~_~

lately agak busy kot, thats why tak update blog, hee lg pon takde cite yg menarik. starting sem 2 everything must be serious. dh tabole nk maen2 mcm sem 1. huh! so tired but happy.

any problem this week? i think little bit. the problem is friend and money. ohh damn. bout friend? not too serious. but mengHAMPEHkan jerr. I dont know what her problem nk SENTAP SENTAP dgn ktorg (aku and ayu). lately dea banyak berubah kot dh tak mcm dlu. no need lahh nk mention nme dea, sape yg tahu tu tahu lahh. btw kdg kdg ktorg ade jugak kecik aty dgn dea but ktorg diamkan saje sbb pk she still our friend. and mls nk amek port dgn bnde2 kecil jer. but we need to know the problem smpaikan friendship jd takk mcm dlu. dh takde gurau tawa lagi mcm selalu. skrg just tnggal kmi berdua, even ade housemate yg laen tak kesah lahh, but she pling rapat with us. after she have a BOYFRIEND, she already change herself. mse slalu with her bf not with us. ktorg bkn takde bf, ade jer. but still bole have fun dgn kwn kwn. but why her like no need us anymore? we know that we're not the best friends and sometime ade jugak buad salah. but we just want like before. girl! you know what! sometime ktorg kt umah ny risau bila kau balik lewat. risau if kau kloa jd ape2. when kau kloa without permission ktorg, even ktorg bkn mak bapak kau pon. ktorg nk care sal kau coz kau kwn ktorg. hope kau bole pk pk kann. aku and ayu rase kau terlalu jauh dgn ktorg. KITE DH TAK MCM DULU BEB! 3 thn tu lme lg. kau nk kte teros mcm ni ker? ktorg tak kesah. ktorg akan tnggu and lihat saje.

bout money? PTPTN? yea, dh dpt. tp dh nk abes pon! even mseh ade ratus2 lg dlm account. but I worried if tak smpat bln 3 dh habisss. bkn takde parents nk tlg but dh mls nk nyusahkan diorg. diorg pon need money for life. so I mesti BERJIMAT.

bout him? okay saje. nothing nk story. just he give me set jam tangan. thanks bie. its cute.

I miss LANGKAWI. I miss MY FAMILY. I miss MY HOME. nak balikkkk! but maseh takde cuti ohh. just waiting :(

but but next week maybe my brother (abg edy) and his wife nk dtg ipoh. dea mao meet atin. yayy! bole bodekk. haha!

the end*

lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

pictures mase bezday celebration :)

DATE : 2 DECEMBER 2010
DAY : THURSDAY
PARTY FOR : MY BIRTHDAY (ATIN)
LOCATION : AT HOSTEL KLEBANG
TIME : 8.00 P.M up

ny dh lepas potong kek, hehe. thanks to mmbers from 25A.

his trying to help me cut that cakes. delicious :)

oh papparaziii sentiasa ada mlm tuh, thanks kawan :)

ayu , eyra , bezday gurl (atin) , my hubby , dev , azmil and dhikri. yg laen mne? malu nk snap lah agaknye, haha.

sile sile makan :)

suap menyuap pulakk :)

eyra trying to bersihkan atin dr tepung but i bg dea tepung jugak, haha

ini afta dh abes mkn, so lepak kejap. ouchh see my hubby pnye leg, maseh ade kesan luka accident, huhu.

berg (his playing guitar that nite) , kak jue and kak kinah (senior) :)

them sangat happening :) tq

snap lagiii :)

sangat happy yaw :)

kata ayu ; suapan tanda kasih sayang, haha. thanks bie.

ni diorg tgh nyalakan lilin kot. hee

me and you. i kne tepung you pon msty kne, haha

nyummmyy :)

baru lpas kne dgn tepung.

abes putih tepung :)

**akan di tambah lagii, just wait.

lapan belas tahun suda cukop , haha

akhirnya suda cukop umo 18 tahun, yay! org ckp 18 ni sweet dlm idop. betol kerr? betol lah tuu. sweet eighteen. huhu

so nk la story ape dh jd mse birthday atin ni. pd mula memang lahh ase cm sedeh jer sbb my hubby accident. lastly he make a suprised for me. im very very happy. thanks bie mushukk ;)

mlm birthday tuhh on call dgn bie jerr. dh bosan tatao nk buad ape. nk tido tp belom mengantok. time tuh jugak gile bnyak msg wishes msok. thanks to all my friends and my family yg maseh ingat birthday atin. even korang jauh dr atin, tak dpt celebrate birthday mcm selalu tp wishes korang pon dh ckop. thanks a lot, mwahxxxx ;)

so mse ary birthday tu pegy kolej mcm biase jerr. mula tu mmang mls gile nk pegy. coz not in good mood. lastly my bie suroh pegy jugak, so pegy je laa. mse kt kolej mmbe atin 'intan' wish with her frend. diorang nyanyikan lagu birthday for me. thanks kawan. syg kauu! even 1stly kau lupe jugak birthday aku, haha. dea pelok atin say sorry coz ta wish awal2, hehe. sokay la my frend.

afta balik dr kolej ingat nk tido. then ayu ckp siap cpt kite g mkn kt meru point. time tuh dh la nk hujan. aku pelik betol dgn dea ni, tak fham2 ker nk hujan. haishh. dea suroh atin siap jugak2. so takpe follow jer sbb dea ajak teman g mkn. dh siap, eyra pun nk ikot. so on jer lahh. mse dh trun dr ostel, atin ade nmpak kete tu mcm kete dhikri. hah! sah laa, betol. ape yg diorang plan ni? aduee. so naek la kete. ayu ckp nk g bank 1st nk amek duet, haa bgus bole atin amek jugak. tp yg pelik nye ade bank atm dekat nk jugak pegy yg jauh. afta dh berez 'cucuk' duet. dhikri ckp 'atin, aku nk balik ostel jap amek brg' haa tapela. follow jerr. mmang tak sngke pape ponn.

bila dh smpai kt ostel dea, atin tnye mne wan. dea ckp wan tido. then dea pon g uh naek kt bilik dea. atin nmpak berg and laen2 dk maen guitar kt bawah. tibe2 wan trun dgn dhikri. then wan dtg mrh mrh atin. wehhh, apesal nk mrh mrh. dea dtg kt kete tarek atin koa dr kete. mmang agak cuak la coz dea tak pnah mrh. yg si ayu n si eyra tuh dh blah tnggal atin sorang sorang, huhuu. wan pulak dk mrh ckp atin koa tak bg tau dea padahal before koa lg atin call dea tak angkat. mse tuh hujan pulak rintik rintik. wan tarek atin g bwh block bilik dea. tibe tibe arghhhhh! wan kasi tepung sama atin. diorang sume 'baling' tepung kt atin. ahhhh geramnyerrrr. mmang teserlah putih tepung lahh. so untuk membalas atin amek tepung baling kt wan alek, haa pdn muke kamu bie. jahat tauuu! kne kan org mcm ni. atin lari g kt kete then wan dtg dgn kek berlilin. diorang ramai2 nyanyikan lagu birthday for me with berg pulak playing guitar. mse tuu terharu sgt sgt. atin pon tiup lahh lilin tuhh and potong lah kek nye. so ktorang pon have fun lahh kt sne. before nk balik dhikri bg card from him and mmbe yg lain. then wan bg hadiah besar punyer. sweet teddy bear from him. thanks bie.

SANGAT BEST. terharu dgn suprised yg diorg buad. pape pon thanks a lot to my bie coz plan sume ni. even bie tgh sakit kaki pasal xcdent tuh bie still trying to celebrate my birthday. thanks sgt2 bie, mcm nk nnges jer bie oiii. hehe! then thanks untuk ayu, eyra and dhikri, korang dalang bawa atin g sne untuk kne kan atin. hampehh betol korang. hehe thanks tau. nyway thanks jugak untuk group 25A (budak bilik wan) korang telah happeningkan birthday atin. thanks to berg (playing guitar for me) , aizad and zack (jurufotos) , rahil , azmil , dev , and lain lain. thanks jugak for sape sape yg dtg tp atin tak kenal. hehe. thanks a lot korang. i appreciate it :)


to fyza : syg syg, i ade bace blog u. thanks describe bout me. if dh bace blog i, ni lahh yg terjadi mse birthday i tuu. haha so funny. hee :)

to all wishes and to all celebrates : thanks a lot. syg korang :)


*pictures will upload later coz takde kt atin. just wait :)



lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

kebosanan, keboringan, huuuu **

selamat pagi kawan kawan :)

sangat lahh bosan, erh! now ada kt ostel, dk sorang2. pdn muka, sapa sowoh tanak g kolej. uish, cane nk g kolej kalo keadaan wan mcm tuh? msty kalo pegy pon bkn nya msok apa dlm otak, coz dea ja yg dk pk kan. huhu

so tinggal la atin sorg kt ostel. yg lain sume dh g kolej. ayu pulak dh gerak g KL. have fun la dea. huhu. lapa niiii. nk mkn ape pon ta msok jugakkk. so mkn ckit jer td stakat alas perot. wan belom bngun tido kot, coz call dea tak angkat. sokay la, i know msty semalaman nk tido susa dgn dk sakit tuu. i know his situation, bkn tak penah xcdent. so bia la dea. kesian dea, hmm.

now tatao nk buad apa, online fb pon mcm takde ape jerr. update belog jelah keje kuuu. and layan lagu yg entah ape ape. hoho

start 12 a.m nnty suda 2 DEC, my birthday. what should I do? nk happy ker? entah lahh. tgk jer lah mcm mne. huhu


in my mind : MOHAMMAD RIDZUAN BIN ISHAK only :)


lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

bad days maybe :(

today dh 1 DECEMBER 2010. so happy becoz 2 DEC was my birthday. so dont forget to give a present okay? haha. now 1.04 a.m already. but i cant sleep. i dont know how to tell. serabot jer fikiran mlm nihh.

tadi happy jer dpt koa dgn wan. tp afta dea anta atin balik, his accident. itu lah yg paling atin takot, jadi jugak kt dea. naseb just cedera ringan tp takot jugak la tengok luka dea, pity him. nyesal jerk rase coz ajak dea dtg meru tadi. kalau lahh atin tak ajak. maybe dea takkan accident. ayu ckp ni takdir dh nk jadi, jadi jugak. so atin terima je lahh. naseb dea tak terok sgt. im so sad.

1st dea dh col ckp yg dea accident, tmpat tuh tak jaoh pon dr ostel. tp atin ingat dea gurau jerkk. tak sngka betol. kalo lah atin tahu dea serious dh sah2 atin lari g kt dea. but tak smpat nk ckp pape dea dh reject my call. mase tuh mmg dh tak tntu arah la call pon tak angkat. amper 10 lbeh jugak la atin mcm cacing kepanasan. then he call, dea ckp dea ok jer dh balik ostel. dea cite cmne dea bole xcdent. mse dea tgh bwa moto tuh ade anjing lintas jln so entah cmne nk jd anjing to bole pusing balik then dea pon terlanggar. naseb kete yg dtg tu tak laju, kalo tak dh kne langgar. dh la time tu hujan. thanks god! u save him. im afraid. then mse kt ostel skype jap dgn dea so dea show la tmpat luka tu, takot la tgk. cm luka teruk jugak. moto dea pon dh problem. luka at tgn kanan, kaki kanan, pinggang, huhu

baru planning nk koa besok dh tak jadi. itu takpe lahh. yg paling sedeh tak dpt la nk celebrate birthday dgn dea, so so sad. ayu ckp ade hikmahnyerrr. sokay lahh. bnde dh nk jadi nk buad cmne. feel lonely, far away from family mse birthday. and dea pulak xcdent, apela naseb aku ni. ape2 pon aku harap wan okay. birthday tu tak penting pun, but him almost important in my life.

finishh.

lots of love ; atinSYGG .

starting SEMESTER 2 :)

today 29 NOVEMBER 2010 suda start semester 2. baru abes final, tak sempat nk relax otak dah, haha. ape pon ok jugak start sem awal, nnty graduate pon cepat. so ary ny blaja subjek baru. MOVEMENT THERAPY and CARDIORESPIRATORY. itu baru 2 subjek. sume nye 7 subjek, haa. susa susa. hope this sem more serious and focus lahh. hehe.

hari ni afta class, alek dr kolej teros siap2 nk koa dgn my hubby, hehe. miss him so much! so amper kul 6 dea dah dtg amek. so 1st planning nk g JJ tgk wayang. nk tgk cite 'NGANGKONG'. tapi starting pon lewat sgt better cancel la. nnty tak smpai ostel before kul 10 pulak. so ktorg g mkn mkn jap at foodcourt. tempah claypot black pepper chicken rice, hee him also. then dk mkn sme sme. borak borak. smpai adela cite sal satu topik tuh, then he said "cmne dgn syg, kalo b dh tade, kalo takdir b pegy dulu?" huiiii soalan, sensitif kot. mcm nk nanges jer tapi tahan lg. so atin tnye dea "nape ckp cm tuh?" then he said "cmne erk? hmm, kalo la b dh takde or syg dh tak perlukan b lg, satu jer b nk pesan, cari pengganti b yg elok, yg boleh jaga syg ok". OMG! time tuh mate dea dh berkaca kot. serios jer ckp. atin pon mcm nk nanges jer dnga dea ckp cm tuh tp tahan lahh. dh la time tuh kt tmpat mkn, ramai org. so atin just diamkan diri jer. and dea pon tuka topik ajak g main bowling.

so atin and wan g main bowling. berdua saje. but takde sape kalah or menang, sbb point sme. haha. best best! so lupe kejap soalan dea td tuh. dh lepas main ktorg g beli brg jap. lastly mse g KFC nk beli cheezy wedgest kt mmbe, time tu tgh beratur. wan asek pandang atin jer. pelik betol dea mlm ni, hehe so atin biar je lah. but him still looking me. then i ask him "why pandang2 ni? ape yg tak kne?" and he said "nape? tabole ker nk tgk? mlm t bkn leh tgk dh". aisehhh spontan jer dea ckp. tp agak2 la b oi, ayat b tu semacam jer tau. dh la td b tnye soalan cm tuh kt org. tak sedap aty betol. so dh finish ktorg pon balik la. smpai jer ostel atin, hujan dh renyai2. so atin suroh dea balik cpt. smpai jer kt umah, atin tnggu nk call dea jer for make sure dea dh smpai. lastly dea dh smpai, thanks god :)

so the end :) will continue.

for lovely hunny : b, jgn tanye soalan mcm uh lg k? im worried. owg tak sanggup la kehilangan b. if umo panjang, owg tetap bersame b smpai bile bile k. takde sape bole ganti b kt aty owg tauuuu. only you in my heart. remember that! kalo b pegy dr idop owg, sume hancur kot b. owg dh tak happy mcm selalu dahh kot. tatao la nk cmne owg nk lalui hari hari if tak bersame b. maybe dlu b penah ckp nape owg tak syg b kan? tu terlalu awal untuk owg letakkan harapan kt b. sekarang b lah harapan owg. owg dh terlalu syg b. jgn b hampakan owg. owg takot sgt b. huhu


lots of love ; atinSYGG ^^

read this (!)

Seorang laki-laki jika dia kesakitan, maka dia akan membenci. Sebaliknya wanita, saat dia kesakitan, maka semakin bertambah sayang dan cintanya. Seandainya Hawa diciptakan dari Adam As saat Adam terjaga, pastilah Adam akan merasakan sakit keluarnya Hawa dari sulbinya, hingga dia membenci Hawa. Akan tetapi Hawa diciptakan dari Adam saat dia tertidur, agar Adam tidak merasakan sakit dan tidak membenci Hawa. Sementara seorang wanita akan melahirkan dalam keadaan terjaga, melihat kematian dihadapannya, namun semakin sayang dan cinta nya kepada anak yang dilahirkan bahkan ia akan menebus nya dengan kehidupannya.

Sesungguhnya Allah menciptakan Hawa dari tulang rusuk yang bengkok yang tugasnya adalah melindungi Qalbu (jantung, hati nurani). Oleh karena itu, tugas Hawa adalah menjaga qalbu. Kemudian Allah menjadikan nya bengkok untuk melindungi qalbu dari sisi yang kedua. Sementara Adam diciptakan dari tanah, dia akan menjadi petani, tukang batu, tukang besi, dan tukang kayu. Wanita selalu berinteraksi dengan perasaaan, dengan hati, dan wanita akan menjadi seorang ibu yang penuh kasih sayang, seorang saudari yang penyayang, seorang putri yang manja, dan seorang isteri yang penurut.

Dan wajib bagi Adam untuk tidak berusaha meluruskan tulang yang bengkok tersebut, seperti yang dikabarkan oleh Nabi Muhammad SAW, “jika seorang lelaki meluruskan yang bengkok tersebut dengan serta merta, maka dia akan mematahkannya.” Maksud nya adalah dengan kebengkokan tersebut adalah perasaan yang ada pada diri seorang wanita yang mengalahkan perasaan seorang laki-laki.

Maka wahai Adam janganlah merendahkan perasaan Hawa, dia memang diciptakan seperti itu. Apabila seseorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih, tetapi dia tidak menitikkan airmata, itu berarti dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya. Apabila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu setelah kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik beri dia waktu untuk menenangkan hatinya sebelum kamu meminta maaf. Dan wanita sulit untuk mencari sesuatu yang dia benci untuk orang yang paling dia sayang.

just untuk renungan, ahaks :)

"KECANTIKAN SEORANG WANITA HARUS DILIHAT DARI MATANYA KERANA ITULAH PINTU HATINYA, TEMPAT DIMANA CINTA ITU ADA".


Setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN kepada seseorang.
Setelah dia mulai MENYAYANGIMU hendaklah kamu MENJAGA hatinya.
Janganlah sesekali kamu meninggalkannya begitu saja.
Kerana dia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersamamu dan mungkin TIDAK dapat MELUPAKAN segalanya selagi dia mengingatimu.


Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang, TERIMALAH seadanya.
JANGANLAH kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan janganlah kamu menganggapnya terlalu ISTIMEWA. Anggaplah dia manusia biasa. Apabila sekali dia melakukan KESILAPAN bukan mudah bagi kamu untuk menerimanya. Akhirnya kamu kecewa dan meninggalkannya. Sedangkan jika kamu MEMAAFKANNYA boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan TERUS hingga ke akhirnya.


Begitu juga jika kamu bertemu dengan seorang insan. Yang pasti membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu. MENYAYANGIMU dan MENGASIHANIMU. Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYA dengan yang lain. Terlalu mengejar KESEMPURNAAN. Kelak, kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain. Kamu juga akan menyesal.


*the points here is "JANGAN TERLALU MENCARI KESEMPURNAAN"


lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

Sayang Bie Sorang Saje (!)

hubby ! i love you so much okay . org dh takde sape2, just b sorang jer dlm idop org. org syg b sgt2. org rendu b sgt2. b, org harap b ta amek aty okay dgn ape yg org tulis kt belog nie pasal kite gado tuu? maybe feeling org yg buad org rase mcm tuh. b tak tipu org kan? pasal friend finder tu kita abaikan jer lah okay? org tanak hal kecik tu rosakkan hubungan kita. org mnta maaf sgt2 sbb pk bukan2 pasal b. start from today, org akan pecaya b and takkan ragui lg KESETIAAN b. and b jgn hampakan org okay? org tau org ade buad b kecik aty. tp b tak penah nk bg tau kan? b smpan jer dlm aty. mlm ni bru b cite kt org. org rase BERSALAH pulak. org dh pentingkan diri. org tak pk pon pasal perasaan b. msty b tention pasal ni kan mse b fedup tgk paper exam last day rito. tp org tak penah nk fham. even mse tu b dh senyum2 dgn org, b buad mcm kita tak gado. tp dlm aty b laen. org ta penah nk memahami isi hati b. sedeh nye rase. takde ape yg bole org ckp, hanya MAAF :(

mlm td mse b dtg jmpe org. org suke sgt. walaupun b tak sehad, tp b tetap dtg jmpe org kan. thanks a lot b. mlm td b mnje sgt dgn org. b buad org rendu dgn b. org rasa happy saje. thanks again my hubby. b, kita lupakan apa yg dh jd oke? iloveyou only.
only you in my heart :)


p/s : ohh b, jgn lupe mkn ubat tau? nnty cmne nk ok. hehe :)


lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

happy with you even many problem within us my dear :)

kenape fatin nazurah lmbat update belog ? haha soalan . sbb atin tgh final exam so study smpai tak sempat nk update . lastly , already finish final exam . happy ! ops tp maseh risau nnti result mcm mne lakk . haisho ! dh la soalan2 pon memenatkan otak nak pk , huhu ! so 29 NOVEMBER 2010 start SEM 2 dahh. nanti kusutkan otak dgn subjek2 baruu pulak . haishhhh . naseb la amek kos ni , agak susah jugak . ni bru nk msok sem 2 , tatao la sem yg akan dtg nnty mcm mna pulak . ahaks ! 1st ingatkan afta exam dpt cuti , tp hampeh , tak dpt pon . so tabole lahh nk balik langkawi . ouch , naseb naseb . so dk kt ostel saje lahh .

mcm mne pon nk cite cite jugak pasal me and him , haha ! itu topik wajib , ape ape pon ade jer cite sal me and him kan ? haiii , suka hati i lahh . haha !

yeaaaahhhh , now relation atin and wan dh genap 3 bulan 3 hari . hehe ! im happy . thanks :)

*back to the day mse nk koa celebrate tuuu ;)

mse tu 23/11/2010 ; tuesday , afta balik jer pd kolej ktorang planning nk koa . hari tu ade final exam lagi tp nk jugak celebrate . wan call dea suroh atin and ayu siap , coz nnty dea dtg amek dgn dhikri . ahaks ! best tuuu 2 couple hang out together :) so afta dah koa ktorang pegy makan makan . wan makan banyakkkk , suka tgk dea makan , sangat berselera , haha ! selesai makan ktorg pegy medan gopeng pulak coz dhikri mao belikan tiket bus untuk mmbe dea , so atin and wan follow jerkk . mse otw dr medan gopeng hujan renyai renyai , awww ! dh la naek moto . so ktorang stop dkat JJ ipoh , mmang nak g enjoy kt ctu ponn , hehe ! so enter la JJ :) ktorang pegy maen bowling sme sme , tapii sayangnye wan main tak best ary tuh coz jari tgn dea sakit . haha so dea kalah . sorry my dear itu jer mse nk kalahkan kamuuu ;) werkkk . afta dh maen bowling atin and ayu g teman wan and dhikri maen snooker pulak, haishhh . mesty nak jugak la maen snooker tuhh . haha so i go on saje . tanak marah marah dh la ary anniversary kann :)

dh puas diorg maen snooker ktorang pegy lepak kt luar pd JJ tu , so smpat la jugak snap snap picture with my hubby , nnty i upload :)

tgk tgk jam dh nk senja so ktorang pon gerak la alek , tapii tak alek meru (my ostel) lagi , ktorang g klebang (ostel diorang) haha ! so lepak sane kejap . sembang sembang dgn mmbe kt sne . then 8.30 p.m cm tuhh ktorang gerak alek meru , tapi tak poas lg ktorang berempat pegy lepak lagi kt meru point . wow ! nk lepak ajerrr padahal esok tu ade exam lagi . so 9.30 diorang anta atin and ayu alek ostel and diorang pon balik la ostel :) finish the day . oh here my picture ;










cukop lahh kan 4 saje ? tgk baju same kann ? baju couple . hadiah anniversary 3 month together . ahaks :)


*finishhhh :)

hari itu memang hari yg happy bagi atin . atin happy sangat walaupun baru 3 bln bersame dea tapi atin bersyukur sbb dea lahh yg terbaik bagi atin . so atin akan cuba jaga hubungan atin dengan dea selagi bolehh . insyallah :)


tapiii ktorang ade gado mse 25/11/2010 . baru lepas bape hari saje kan ? i dont know how to tell here but i have to tell . mse 24/11/2010 ktorang ade plan nk pegy chepor (tempat mandi manda la) . but mmbe2 boy dea bnyak yg pegy so atin and ayu pon segan la nk ikot . but him still ajak , so ok laa . afta a few minutes dea ckp tak jadi pegy . okay larr tak kesah ponn sbb mmg mls nk pegy hari tuh dgn exam tak serious pon . balik pd kolej atin leteh sangat the teros la tertido . amper kul 5 atin sedar and ntah mcm mne tgn ni gatal jer nk find him . so atin buad la friend finder , omg ! mse tu dpt yg dea kt chepor . so atin pelik la nape dea tak ckp pon dekat atin . even dea just nk pegy dgn kwn pon sokay larr atin bagi jer bkn tak bg pegy. but why dea perlu nk tipu atin ? starting pd tuu atin diam jer ingat dea nk bg tauu . mse 25/11/2010 kt kolej afta exam , dk kt cafe lepas mkn atin teros tunjuk msg tu kt dea . reaksi dea mmang mcm terkejot giler tp dea buad slamber . atin tanye la betol or takk , dea ckp tak pegy . so mcm mne friend finder bole find dea kt chepor sedangkan ostel dea sepatotnye kt chemor . bkn atin tak penah find dea sebelom ni . sebelom ni dpt jer kt chemor . haishhh ! ini buad atin makin confused . so ktorang bergaduh la pasal bnde kecik ni , and if dea pegy just bg tau pon dh settle tak jadi msalah . tp dea tetap ckp yg dea tak pegy , so tapela atin mls nk amek port . atin diam saje lahh kang kalo atin menjawab lebeh lebeh btengkar pulak kann . hmmm so sad :( dh la lepas gaduh tuh ade exam lagi , naseb la bukan subjek yg difficult .

so lepas dh settle jwb exam atin teros koa and balik ostel . mmang dh tention sangat lahh . ptg tuu jugak mmbe2 dea toucher atin and ckp yg dea mmang tak pegy mne2 ptg rabu tuu . so tapela atin diam laahhh . mmbe2 dea nk back up dea kea ? tapi smpai BERSUMPAH . so atin pon turunkan ego and mengalah jer lahh , mls nk bergaduh bkn dpt ape ape pon kan . so atin text dgn dea and settle gitu gitu jer lahh . 26/11/2010 pegy kolej mcm biase and ktorang pon ckp mcm biase . so atin letak tepi jer msalah tuhh . but mlm ni larr before buad belog atin koa mkn dgn dea . ntah mcm mne dea bole cite yg 'gelang kaki' yg atin kasi at dea tu bole putos . gelang kaki silver . mudah putos ker ? sebelom ni atin pakai tak penah lagi la putos . bkn atin pakai sejenis tuh saje , dh mcm2 , tak putos pon . dea ckp gelang kaki tu bole ptos afta dea bngun tido . ptg yg atin find dea kt chepor tuh . bole caye ker yg mmang gelang kaki tu putos cm tuh jer tnpa sbb ? maybe kebetulan kot . takpe lahh . kang kalo ckp tak caye , dea pk ape pulak . atin mls la nk gaduh . so biar jer lahh . even bnde tuh kecik and harap dea jage baek2 laen lak jadi nye :(



for him : bie , orang tak mrh bie okay? takpe la. nak buad cmne dh putos. nnty beli baruu :) and sorry la kalo org ni bnyak buad masalah yer :( just nk pesan jge la rntai couple and bju couple kite . even bnde tuh tak seberapa , bnde tu dr org yg kite syg , msty la jge baek2 kan ? bkn org nk ckp b tak jge . b fham2 lahh yer ? tatao nk terangkan mcm mne :( no matter what org selalu mengalah sbb org syg b . org tanak gado sbb org syg b . org tanak kehilangan b . iloveyou :(



lots of love ; atinSYGG ^^

together forever :)

19 NOVEMBER 2010. just you and me yg tahu :)

so happy. thanks! i love you. you are mine and im yours.

demam RAYA , huhu

hee time time mcm ni org lain tgh gembira raye dgn fmly but atin dk diam2 kt ostel. so sad kann! huhu. hampeh punya kolej ta bg cuti lme lme, cmne mao pulang meyh. naseb bkn atin sorg tnggal kt ostel. ade la mmbe lg 3 org, huhu. jelez aw mmbe2 msg ajak koa raye pdahal atin ta alek langkawi ponn. sorry friends! next year je larr. tu pon kalo bole, hehe.

bosan larr dk umah, nk koa pon rase mls dgn demam plus sakit kpale. aduhyae. saba je larr. hish kalo dk cni msty selalu je tak sehad. hmm. nothing nk write. so bye!