plus plus plus plus :(

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lots of love ; atinSYGG

lastly :(

yeah, and this my last update.

td ptg atin koa kejap dgn famly buy somethings (adela, hehe). then teros pulang rumah. atin relax kejap smbil text-ing my bie syg. afta that my mom dtg potpet potpet, ahaks. sbb ape? sbb atin tak mkn pon ari nehh just breakfast. mmang tade selera. hee. so atin pon mkn la skit. tanak mom bising2 kann. kesian lakk dea tgk atin mcm nehh. sorry mom!

dlm kul 8.30 mlm atin dan famly lepak depan TV sme2. abah, mak, abg and atin. berempat saje. abg lg sorang jauh meyh. sokay lahh. so dk sembang2 while waiting AF8. hehe. ntah mcm mne tibe2 bole bkak topik PLKN. atin pun nyanyi la skit lagu PLKN tuu. beterabur saje. lawak! haha. sume gelak2. ehehehe. best tauuu. pastu tibe2 jd suram lakk yelahh besok pg dh nk g. huhu. tanak ckp banyak kang ade meleleh so continue tgk AF8 saje lahh. hehe

so now times atin nk buad last check at barang2 tuu sume. perasaan sekarang (dupdapdupdap). mmang rase ngeri jee. tatauu lahh. td mak lak ckp sunyi lah uwma lepas nehh. atin tak penah kot bepisah lme2 dgn famly. even time skula pon pegii kem kea mne2 seminggu jea kot. 1st kot smpai 3 bln nehh. hukhuk.

plus ari nehh fitry mcm moody sanad ngan atin. mmang laa, atin pon jd tade mood. nk buad cmne sygg. time jea lahh. bie jge dri tauu kt sni. jgn lupe bb okay. iloveyousomuch!

to all frend : see yahh afta 3 months from 28 MAC 2010 :)


but but but

atin nk wish birthday awal2 kt mom okay.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOVELY MOM,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
ILOVEYOU MOM!





lots of love : atinSYGG :)

my last day update blog before pegii PLKN ;)

yeahh, letih gile smlm. menantok sanad enn. smpai kul 7 pg kot borak nan fyza sygs. bkn ape, ase cm tanak lepas jea. ahaks. rendu laa lepas nehh. oh yeah fyza, jgn lupe nan ape yg atin pesan uke. be strong! even atin tade pon nnti nk teman fyza or dnga msalah fyza. fyza still bole msg atin okay. cume tuu laa kita ta dpt nk chit chat smpai ke pg mcm slalu. hikhik. pasal incik buntal tuu just ikot kate hati okay sygs. jgn lemah! dh kul 8 lbeh bru tido.

okay, dlm kul 10.30 pg cm tuu my mom dh kejutkan. alahai, ase mls gile nk bangunnnn. nantok lagi laaa. tp bangun jugak lorh sbb my mom ckp ade banyak surat. ahh popular sngguh lately. ahaks. bkn surat ape sanad, kolej lol yg banyak surat tawarannye. so atin pon bangun laa, mndi siap ape sume. breakfast kejap. rase perot minta diisikan. eceh! ahaha

afta dh siap sume atin pon dduk jap tgk TV. lupe lak nk tgk surat2 tuu smpai la mom suro. hehe. atin pon check la satu and satu and satu surat tuu. then adela satu surat tertera besar punye tulis JABATAN LATIHAN KHIDMAT NEGARA. patot la mom asek suro bace upenye ade surat nehh! awww! bru nk lupekan kejap. dh smpai surat. tebal lak tuu, apela isinye. tp kann nk complain neh aa. asal lambat smpai surat? sedangkan dokumen penting ade dlm tuuu. haishhh! so bace laa kejap surat dr PLKN tuu. tertera kt situ tulis 'TAHNIAH KERANA TELAH BERJAYA DIPILIH UNTUK MENYERTAI PROGRAM LATIHAN KHIDMAT NEGRA (PLKN) BAGI KUMPULAN 2 SIRI 7/2010 MULAI DARIPADA 28 MARCH HINGGA 12 JUN 2010'. and blablabla. haha. bape kali nk btao. sakit aty jee. ahaks! ade aa borang2 kne isi tp mls lak nk isi borang2 tuu sume. tapela, nnti sajee. hehe. ade satu borang pasal kesihatan. so kne buad medical check up la. tp surat smpai pon ari neh (sabtu). then tempat nk buad medical check up cuti laa pulak. even banyak pon klinik tak sume bole. tmpat tuu jgak kne pegii. so alamatnya atin kne buad medical check up kt sne jea lahh nnti. aduh! banyak lakk kejenye. saba jea lahh.

smpai sni dahulu, nnti story lg. banyak mase lg. ahaks.


lots of love ; atinSYGG ;)

special for him. from my heart :)

The moment I waiting for my life, is meet someone special, But I not imagine is you. Because I think you not the one. Dear, you too kind towards me. Its melt my heart, but my heart say no to you before this. Because im small among the others with great personality, wealth, charming etc. Yeah, but finally the years 2009 show what a "god's job”. I will remember that day. The god show you to me, You're my only one. He is my only star that I ever had. I love his more than anything. He make me smile, Make my life complete and give me a new hope to face the unfair world. Too kind to me. Please God, don’t take his away from me. Only his can keep my life to be good. I love u bie. I meant it. Dont go away. Stay in my heart. Bie! Thanks, you come in my life. I'll appreciate it. Im happy to know you and never regret of knowing you. You always make me happy. But even sometime you make me sad, I don’t care. Because that’s will happen to every couple. So I have to accept it and be open and matuared. Otherwise, I want you to know, that you are the perfect person to be my love okay! I dont want to loose you and im willing to do my best to not loose you. I really need you in my life. And im never gonna leave you, I hope you won't. You will always be mine sayang. I love the way you care of me sayang. You are too special for me. I love you more than you know sayang and I mean it. I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. I want to tell you that the love I have just for you. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me. No matter what happens. I will always be here for you when you need me i'll love you forever and always my love!


I said : you're all that I'm thinking of.
I said : I promise to never fall in love with another boy.
I said : I LOVE YOU MUAMMAR FITRY

sedih lagi dan lagi dan lagiiiii

sekarang kul 1.45 a.m
yeahhh! actually dlm kul 1 kot baru bangun tido. HAHA
ntah nape tetido awal. maybe sbb letih ikot abg td kot. sokay.
and plus letih semalaman tak tido. kemaren tido pon kul 9 pg smpai 12 tgahari jea. tak lame.
bangun teros. thats why kudd letih.
so td dlm kul 9 mlm (lebeh2) dh tetido. to pon ta lame. kul 1 pg dh bngun. hehe

afta bangun usha2 phone kejap. ade aa misscol dr si deaa. then atin pon text la ckp 'sorry' sbb tido td. so text kejap dgn dea. then dea tido kot! bia laaa. mls nk amek port dh.

maybe mlm nehh mlm terakhir online smpai pg. besok mlm kne tido awal doe. pg2 lg dh kne bangun g 'jetty'. huhu sedeh doe :(

ape tajuk sedih lg dan lg dan lg ekk? maybe sedih neh dh bercampur dgn mcm2 pasaan. so banyak la sbb yg sedih, huhu

so sekarang nk chit chat dgn cikFYZA and cikZANA. so bye bye :)



lots of love ; atinSYGG ;)

Kau lahhh segalanya :)

Kau takkan percaya
Kau selalu di hati
Haruskah ku menangis
Untuk mengatakan yang sesungguhnya

Kaulah segalanya bagi ku
Kaulah curahan hati ini
Tak mungkin ku melupakan mu
Tiada lagi yang ku harap
Hanya kau seorang


actually, some part of lyrics lagu.

lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

mmang kuciwa pon! huhu

actually ari neh plan nk koa dgn fitry. tp last minit kne cancel. dea ade hal penting. takkan nk halang kot? sokay la. atin cube faham. dlm hati mmang ta dpt ckp lol. kuciwa sanad. mne tak nye. ingat last day meet ary neh. besok belom tentu dpt meet. tp tuu laa, syg punye pasal. senyum suda.

afta that atin dk sorang2 dlm bilik. ape lg der, meleleh tayah cakap lahh. dh mmang pon. maybe atin ta dpt meet dea ape before g PLKN. na buad cmne. time jea lah.


dgn tak sengaje tgk lahh mutiara comel kt pipi kuuu. bkn buad2 tauuu. mmang terasa aty mase nehh. dannn lagiiiii. its too hurt when I cant see you for the last time :(

I wish I could forget it. but I cant erase the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face :(
but I did't blame it on you sygg. atin tauu fitry pon nk jumpe atin tp terpakse pegy, ade hal.


yeahh, ini lahh atin. afta menghabiskan mutiara2 ituuu. atin kembali senyum. but beside my smile? there is a tear that you wont see it :)


and you should know this. A girl wont cry easily except for who she love the most. and you have got to take the good with the bad, the smile with the sad, love what you have got, and remember what you had, always forgive but never forget, learns from mistakes but never regret.

to fitry : sorry bie. bb just write my feelings. bb ta salahkan bie pon. bb fham bie ade hal penting td. sbb tuu kite ta dpt jumpe. cume bb sedeh jea. maybe ta sempat jumpe before bb pegy sne :(


and now I want to follow my bro to his studio. photoshoot. bye bye. see yah!

lotsoflove ; atinSYGG

packing barang suda :(

ouch suda 3.59 a.m

lately mmang suka tido lewat lahhh. adue. tatao lahh nape. mmang ta rase nantok. selagi tak pkol 6 mmang mate ta layu punyee :)

akhirnya atin dh bereskan barang barang yg nak dibawa ke PLKN. mmang buntu sanad nk bawa barang ape. rase mcm ckop tak ckop jea. tention ouhh! mane dgn tade mood nk pegy. neh pon my mom yg suro pack. kalo tak jgn harap. mom ckp prepare la awal2. nnti buad last minit ade jea yg ta bawa. betol jgak tuu. thats why la pack awal2.

ptg td siapkan barang2 basic sajee. then mls ingat smbung mlm jea.

so mlmnye dgn perasaan suram tadi lipat baju baju, hukhuk. tibe tibe meleleh. gahh! amek kau atin. sape suro meleleh. naseb dk sorang2 dlm bilik tade sape tgk. kalo tak maluuuu nyahhh! HAHA. mmang beroperasi dgn lancar air mataku! hehe. sape tak sedeh beb. sekelip mata jea dh kne pegi. last2 dh tak mampu na tahan lg abes baju baju yg tak pack atin humban2kan. geram la konon! kononnnnn! haha.

then duduk diam diam atas katil. mmang tade mood gile. then dk layan perasaan sorang2. haha. pk2 lawak pulak perangaiku. HAHA. kejap duduk kejap baring sume tak kene dh. atin bangun amek frame gmba atin dgn fitry kt tepi lappy. frame+gmba yg fitry kasi tuu. ahhh! rendu nye sayang! ntah ape punye perangai tak penah penah. lawak ouh. dk ngadap gmba tuu pulak. meleleh lg. ckp la ape nk ckp wehh. mmang feeling sorang2. HAHA. bkn snang atin nk meleleh tauuu. hakhak. plus time tuu tgh msg dgn fitry. aww! tibe tibe dea tnye da ta syg dea kea. ouch! tersentuh kot. gile tak syg. syg gile gile ade lahhh. bkn ape, dea takot sbb atin nk g PLKN. huhu. atin pon cube la yakinkan dea supaya jgn takot sbb tade sape dpt ganti dea. gahhh! meleleh lg doe. asal sensitif sanad nehh atin?? ngeng la kauu atin. kuat kuat! okay. maybe atin tgh sebak pack barang plus pk nk tnggal family. fitry lak ckp cm tuu. mao nye ta melampau meleleh. sorry mate, hee! then adela somethings yg dibicarakan. smpai la atin kembali okay.

dgn perasaan yg ckop package atin bangun dr katil then letak alek frame tuu ke tempat asal. ckp dlm aty (be strong atin! tak lame. 3 bln jea okay). so atin pun kembali la pack ape yg tertunda td tuu. hehe. so siap lahh juga akhirnya :)

btw nk ckp thanks sanad kt cousin atin. thanks a lot fara sbb tlg atin btao ape yg patot di bawa untuk PLKN. sbb fara dh g PLKN 1st intake. so dea tahu lol. kalo nk ikot dlm surat diorg bkn faham pon. ahaks.

btw kalo fitry tahu atin meleleh neh maluuuu kot. HAHA
bie sygg (shutttt) suda ekk. jgn tanye sal nehh tauuu. HAHA
iloveyou la bie :)

so dgn mate yg segar atin pon ngadap la lappy. online myspace, facebook and blogger nehh. nothings dh kot nk cite. see yahh!

nk g mengusha myspace pulak. tata :)

lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

takut! seram! ngeri! HAHA

perghh. tittle dh mcm cite hantu pulaks. tadela beb. saje gatal nk letak tittle tuu. HAHA

tp mmang atin takut pon. na tahu nape?
1st takut nk g PLKN.
2nd takut na tnggalkan fitry.

ahhh! ta dpt bayangkan mcm mne aa nnti kt PLKN. haha. kne buli? ah peduli ape aku. buli balekkk! wakaka.ta padan dgn kecik. garang kot. haha. lg pon bukan nk g buli. g BERKHIDMAT UNTUK NEGARA ohhhh! haha

argh! ta dpt bayangkan mcm mne nnti bile atin g PLKN. tnggalkan dea (fitry) at sni. uhuhuhu!

sume ta dapat bayangkan.
ape yg dapat bayang pon tatao. HAHA

then memandangkan atin sorg daughter dlm family, sure family sunyi tade atin nk huru hara kan rumah. HAHA. nakal kea? skit2 jea kot. ta banyak, betol! HAHA. arghh! apehal la nme atin termasuk dlm senarai PLKN. ta patot betol. hee

alaaa, sedeh lak nk tnggalkan sygg atin tuu. tatao sape? ah tatao pulak. sape lg derr. my fitrySYGG lah. hehe. SUMPAH beb. atin takut na tinggalkan dea. takut sanad atin kehilangan dea lg. (adue! ape atin ngarut nehh!). tp mmang betol atin takut sanad. yealaaaa. lme tauu 3 bln. harap sanad dea ta curang sbb atin takkan curang. gile nk curang. dh beruntung dpt mcm tuu nk curang lg. hehehe. takkan beb! takkan. eh sygg, betol tauu bb takkan curang punye! bie pon jgn curang! ade faham? curang kang bb babap bru tauu. ahaks.

alaaa. nyampah nye. suke sanad ngarut! ala lantak lahh. hehe

actually kann tade mood nehh. saje pura2 happy nk sedapkan hati, huhuhuhuhu


to fitrySYGG : bie! bie slalu dlm aty bbie! hehe. i love you till my last breath :)


lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

is it im ready? HAHA

yeahh, ari neh letih sanad doe. bjalan jalan kea mall. act, mlm td atin koa lg beli barang for nak g PLKN. abes lg duet ohh. but sokay. nnti ade ganti balek. HAHA.

sekarang jam menunjukkan 1.02 a.m , so thats means suda 25 MARCH 2010. damn! lg 3 ari lol kann dh nk g. aduhh! kejap nye ase. dh 3 ari lg nk pegy sne. sedeh sedeh.

mlm td bru atin start packing ape2 yg patot. tak sume lg pon. rase mls gile. just pack yg penting2. hope tade aa tertinggal ape2. kang susa lak atin kt sne. heee

ade pesanan nehh. ah tibe tibe pulak. buad lawak. haha

to fitry my bbiesh boo yg paling atin sygg :
>bie! bb dh nk g PLKN tauu. tak lame dh bie. ahad neh jea. 3 ary. tp mse untuk kita maybe 2 ari cm tuu sbb ari ketiga pg2 lg dh nk gerak. bb sedeh la bie. bb tau bie pon sedeh. tp saba jea lah kann, huhu. bie jgn curang tau kt sni. bie jgn hancurkan KEPERCAYAAN yg bb ltak at bie tuu. hmm, bb tau bie takot kann bb nk g sne? bie takot bb dpt kt org lain kan? tadela bie. bb bkn org yg snang2 jea nk couple dgn org lain sdangkan bb ade bie. sebelom neh life bb lain, bb suke maen2 sbb tuu bie ingat bb nk scndle2 kan? tak bie. tu sume dlu. skunk bb nk bie sorang jea. slama neh pon ex bb ta pnah special kot. tp bie special untuk bb. so bb tanak bie thinks negative okay? be positive. bb g situ bkn untuk CARI JODOH. hehe. bb g BERKHIDMAT untuk negare. hehe. bie! bb syg bie sanad sanad. afta 3 bln kita bersame smula okay. insyaALLAH. i love you till my last breath :)

to rozana natasha a.k.a cik LULU atin yg paling tersayang, ahaks :
>zana! jga dri baik2 tau kt sni. hehe. jgn notty2. ingat tau ape yg kite text through the phone tuu. atin trust zana tauu. thats why atin more rapat nan zana. thats why atin snang nk bercerite nan zana. thats why kite jd kawan kann. everythings together. thanks for help atin. hargai sanad tuu. nnti afta 3 bln jmpe lg okay. will miss you ohh sbb nnti tabole nk gossip or share problem same2. hehe! i syg you sanad kawan! forever.

to adek anis yg paling sys sygg :
>adek! maaf ann sis kalo lately sis tade cntact nis. seyez sis busy prepare brg2 sume ann. nis slalu fham situation sis. thanks sygg. sunyi la sis lpas neh tabole gosip nan nis. heehee. nis jage dri baek2 tauu. fokus study. nis SPM kann. last word i always love you.

to cikFYZA comel sygg :
>cik fyza! cik atin hargai sanad ape yg cik fyza ckp tuu. kita bru kenal tp cik fyza dh meleleh sbb cik atin nk g PLKN. terharu sanad lepas dpt komen kt ms tuu. lepas nehh cik atin dh tabole nk komen2 or chat2 lg kann. rendu la cik atin kt cik fyza nnti sbb mlm2 msti kite borak. even kita bru kenal cik fyza snang lol na bercerite. tak sombong pon. hehe. cik fyza, cik atin na mnta maaf kalo cik atin ade buad slah kea ape2 tauu. maaf kalo cik atin slah nasihat cik fyza. tapi sume dh okay kann. cik atin nk cik fyza happy selalu. jgn lupe cik atin tauu. ily my new friends.


tudeaaaaa, dh mcm org nk mati pon ade. siap tnggal ann pesanan. padahal nk g 3 bln jea. tp mane la tahu kann. ups! hehe. ntahh laa tibe tibe teringat my family, my bie, org yg slalu borak, berkongsi suda and suka. aspecially adek anis. then rozana and fyza. korg mmang best okay. take care tauu. atin syg korang.

btw my bie ckp nk g KL maybe. so dea ta dpt lah nk anta atin mse nk g nnti? sedeh kot. tapela, i know dea ade keje/hal nk uruskan. just take care my dear :(

nothings dh nk taip. meleleh jap! hukhuk

lots of love ; atinSYGG :)

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hari nehh bangun lewat lg doe. ape punye anak dara nehh. HAHA. terOVERNITE smlm. chat chat nan fyzaCOMEL. hee! ade la somethings yg ala2 important nk bincang. hehe. kan kan sygg? lalala~~

last last dea menyepi buad karangan kt blog dea, and atin pon menyepi dk deny or approve budak2 yg add kt myspace tuu. lepas sejam lebeh jgak laa. tak pasti kul bape. atin pon offline sume yg mne online tuu. hehe. then teros TURN OFF lappy. dgn menantoknye teros humbankan dri atas katil. jam bape tido pon tak sedar dh. punye lah menantok. hehe

tibe tibe dnga lagu BABY by JUSTIN BIEBER. aiks. sape kaco pg2 nehh! dh aa ta puas lg tido. ehehe. then bkak aa mate cari phone, tertera name cousin atin. ntah ape aa dea nak pg2.

cousin : selamat pagi.
atin : morning, heh
cousin : aku salah kol minah saleh mne nehh. HAHA
atin : ngek aa, aku tgh tido dk col. ape hal?
cousin : saje, aku tau dh mesti ang tgh tido.
atin : babeng ahh pnye minah.
cousin : HAHAHAHAHA
atin : cepuk kang awek neh. nape col?
cousin : tadela, aku rendu ang.
atin : woii, mmpi aku kea smlm yg rendu?
cousin : u'uh. tatao. HAHA
atin : ckp banyak lah ang. ckp la. aku nk smbung tido.
cousin : tak. bile g PLKN?
atin : ngek ahh. ta tido aku kangg. dk tnya PLKN bole. spoiled mood aku. ahad neh aku p la.
cousin : haha. sorry2. tadela saja na tauuu.
atin : okay. nnti ang bole p lawat aku kt kem tuu. bkn jauh pon kan? haha. bwa la KFC kea mcd.
cousin : caittt. bg duet aaa. HAHA
atin : dh ah wehhh, nnti sembang laen. bye bye, HAHA
cousin : ngok. bye!

haa, mcm tuu la perbualan kami. ngek kan dea? pg2 col tnye PLKN. ade patot. matikan mood ahh. tak kesah la. dea mmang cm tuu. dea uh cousin pompuan yg atin rapat. kalo balik kmpung msti gile gile same dea. HAHA. rendu pulaks zaman budak2. hee

then atin pon mata dh segar, mls nk continue tido. hehe. bangun teros mandi siap sume. mkn mkn. nyum! ahaks.

jam 2.30 ptg atin col intan, mmbe atin tuu. tnye bile na dtg anta novel. dea ckp dlm kul 3 kot. okay. smentara nk tnggu dea saje aa gatal tgn nk online. nk btao yg kedit tgh bnyak, teros amek phone col my bbiesh boo. pergh! tak angkat. geram geram. mesti tido lg. ntah smlm alek kul bape pg. aduhyae. banyak kali kot col asek dnga calleringtone dea jahh! aishh. ingat bru nk ajak koa lol beli present for my mom. hukhuk. sokay laa. later!

then teros dk dpn lappy online.

the end-

lots of love ; atinSYGG ;)

meet him!

yeahh, lastly dpt jugak meet dea. even tak lame tp lepas jugak rendu tgk muka dea. ahaks. gedik laks. sikit jep wehh. heee. abaikan ape jea yg jd. everythings okay. and atin kembali senyum seperti biase. wahhh! ayat tuuu. ahaks. nothings nk cite dh. nk btao yg tuu jea. and mao koa buy somethings nak di bawa kea PLKN nnti. damn! abes duet betol lahh. HAHA

so see yah! mwahx ;)

lots of love ; atinSYGG

4.18 a.m

tittle tuu menunjukkan angka jam atin menaip at blogger neh. thats mean atin belom tido kann? hmm, yeahh! mmang ta dpt tido. kenape? sbb atin tabole tido lahh. just thinks bout him. but him? ofcoz suda tido smpai new york kot bermimpi. so sad. but its okay. i know that dea ade banyak hal na buad besok ary.

but im alone here. ALONE tahu. why? i dunno.
really need him at my side.
when you hilang kejap. cm nehh la jd kt i sayang!

when i am with you, i feel alive. you bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. you bring to me a love i never known before. i could not imagine what my life would be like without you. you have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. i love being with you and i want to spend the rest of my life with you.

iloveyousomuch MUAMMAR FITRY !



lots of love ; atinSYGG

aku tade mood kea? kenape?

yeahh, from the tittle lg dpt tahu kann. mmang tade mood. persoalannye kenape? kenape? tade jawapan pon. hmm.

sumpah atin rendu dea sanad sanad beb! nape ek? nape?
sumpah atin sayang dea sanad sanad. tp dea cmne? sayang atin kea?
kalo tanye dea mestila dea akan cakap 'sayang', hmm tp betol kea? ikhlas kea dea?
atau hanye cakap saje?
ntah, atin tade jawapan tuu sume.

nape atin tibe tibe jd cm nehh? bkn kea atin bahagia dgn dea?
yaaa, mmang atin bahagia dgn dea. tp sekarang?
nape atin rase jauh dari dea? nape dgn dea?
message tak macam selalu. selalu dea akan buad atin senyum.
selalu dea akan buad atin ketawa.
nape sejak dea pulang dari alor staq dea tak mcm dlu?
risau risau risau!
atin harap bende yg pnah jd takkan terjadi lg buad kali kedua.

dea cakap sekarang dea ade masalah! ape masalah tu?
atin ade tanye dh. tp dea ckp nnti atin akan tahu jugak.
nape dea tanak bg tauuuu?!!
nape dea tanak kongsi masalah tuuu?
sape atin di sisi dea?
atin tanak senang saje dgn dea. atin nk susa senang dgn dea.
nape mesti dea nk sembunyikan dari atin?
ape atin tak perlu tahu kea? sedangkan bende alah tuuu dh buad dea jauh dari atin.

ATIN RENDU FITRY!! RENDU SANAD!!

atau tanpe sedar atin ade sakitkan ati dea? ade kea?
atin pun tak pasti sbb atin rase tade ape yg buad dea sakit aty.
kalo ade sekalipun. tlg lahh terangkan. jgn la diam mcm nehh.
atin mnta maaf!

for my biee : bie, bbie nk bie tau yg bbie hanye ade bie. hnye bie jea bbie syg. bbie hanye perlukan bie. bbie ta tahu nk ckp or bukti ann cmne lg.

BBIE RENDU BIE SANAD TAUUUUUU :(

bie bie bie ! nak berjiwang kejap :))

*comel kann bie saia? ilovehim tahu :)*




Bie, selama kita kenal. Bie banyak ajar bbie apa itu kasih sayang. Bie umpama lilin dalam hidup bbie yang menerangi setiap jalan dalam hidup bbie. Bbie tatahu ape akan jd at bbie if tade bie. Bie da buad bbie lupe sume kisah lampau bbie dgn ex. Thanks sanad. Sekarang bbie hanye mahu bie dlm idop bbie okay.

Bie sentiase support bbie. Bie ta putos asa pon dgn bbie. Dulu kita penah putos kann bie. Mase tuu bbie sedih sanad. Bbie cm tak caye kite putos and bie tade dlm idop bbie. Mase tuu bbie da give up nk couple. Betol bie! And lastly bie dtg alek dlm idop bbie. Bie ckp bie na bersame bbie alek smpai bile2. Mmang bbie happy sanad mse bie ckp mcm tuu. Bbie harap bnde yg sme takkan berulang lg. Bbie ta snggup nk hilang bie lg dlm idop bbie. Hidup bbie ta lengkap tanpe bie tahu.

Mmang kadang2 bie tade contact bbie, bbie risau sanad. Mmang kadang2 bbie ase sunyi bila bie ta text bbie. Mmang kadang2 bbie bosan dgn bie. Tapi bbie tahu tuu sume adat laa. Bbie faham, bbie sabar jea. Bbie tahu bkn 24 jam bie dpt give perfect layanan at bbie. Bbie tahu bie pun ade life bie. Itu sume kadang2. Selalunye mmang bie akan kasi perfect time for bbie kan sayang. Bbie da cukop ase perfect ade bie. Tak sume orang bole bg kasih sayang at bbie mcm yg bie kasi. Bbie hargai sanad tuu bie.


AS LONG AS MY HEART STILL BEATING, I WILL GIVE YOU A LOVE THAT YOU NEVER HAD

daripada : atinSYGG :)
p/s : iloveyou

sunyi sepi, hee

tade ape yg menarik lah wehhh.
atin bosan jep ary neh.

online myspace pon kejap saje.
tatao nk buad ape dh ngan bnde alah tuu.
hari2 online pon bole bosan doe.

atin rendu dea! rendu sanad sanad.

dea belom pulang dri alor staq lol.
hmm, wait wait and wait till dea pulang.

btw, td ptg ade la sumeone text atin. katenye kwn fyza, nme wanie.
dea just btao yg fyza msok ward. i hope she will be okay.


hope besok tadela hari yang membosankan.
see yah!

lots of love ; atinSYGG ;)

SUARA KU BERHARAP

*my favourite song*

meh lyn lagu kt blogger atin neh jap, lalalala~~

selalu dnga lagu neh kt radio enn. tp first tuu dnga cm tu jea lahh. tade special ponn. but afta lagu neh fitry kenalkan. and now atin pon mula suke lagu neh. best aa kalo korang hayati. actually lagu nehh bermakna jgak la for atin and fitry. cause dea ckp mase atin kt PLKN nnti slalu la dnga lagu neh. for remember him always. yelaa, dk jauh. korang dnga lagu nehh korang akan faham. ouch! lately atin asek pk PLKN jea lahh. damn. dh la rendu fitry sanad sanad. huhu.

to fitry : dun worry sygs. bb akan dnga selalu lagu neh mse kt sne nnti. thanks sbb bie fham bb. bb hargai sanad sbb bie snggup tnggu bb. bkn sehari dua tp 3 bln sygs. jgn curang tau bie! bb syg bie sanad tauu. bie selalu at aty bb okay. iloveyousofuckingdamnmuch bie!


gahhh! meleleh kejap. bkn ape feeling beb. ahaks.


*neh lirik nye*

Disini aku masih sendiri
merenungi hari-hari sepi
Aku tanpamu
Masih tanpamu

Bila esok hari datang lagi
Ku coba untuk hadapi semua ini
Meski tanpamu, Oo~ meski tanpamu

Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini
Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
di tempat ini aku bertahan

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku disini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku slalu dihatinya
Aku disini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Kalau aku masih tetap disini
Ku lewati semua yang terjadi
Aku menunggumu, oo~ aku menunggu

~{}~

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku disini menunggunya
Masih berharap didalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku ada dihatinya
Aku disini menunggunya
Masih berharap didalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku disini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Oo~
Suara dengarkanlah aku

lots of love ; atinSYGG

rendu rendu! ahaks.

*tiade yg sensasi. sekadar nak menambah cite kosong kt blog. ahaks.

ari neh mcm biase. bngun mndi mkn teros mengadap lappy. uh! mmang ta tahu na buad ape doe. nk koa? damn. sume mmbe2 tade kt langkawi skunk. kalo ade pon sume busy lol. pergh! neh aa situasi afta sekolah. so kepade sesape yg maseh bersekolah, hargailah mase sekolah anda. whoahhh. ceramah pulaks. heee. if na koa dgn bf? grrr. dea pon tade kt langkawi. pegy mne? dea pegy alor staq lahh. buad hape ntah. katenye follow mmbe. sokay, atin bkn seorang penghalang. hehe. dlm hati panas jgak laaa. ta dpt ikot! huwaaa.

phone mmang ta lepas dr tangan beb. asek texting jep sme dea. mwahx mwahx. jgn kao curang suda di sane. huhu. sokay, i trust you my dear. rendu? sudah semestinya rendu bha same dea. kalo tak ptg2 msti jmpe jgak. aduhyae. dh mcm tabole dipisahkan la pulaks. ahaks ahaks.

btw mase untuk atin berade di uwma hanye 9 hari saje lg. then nak pegy PLKN. ouch. sedeh wokk na tinggal family, boyfie and kwn2. huhu. mmang akan dpt kwn bru di sane. tp fham2 lahh. sebelom nk pegy mmang la sedeh. hehe. tp ape yg paling sedeh nehh. atin tak dapat nk celebrate ulang tahun kelahiran my mom tersayang pd 30 MAC 2010 nehh. dh la ta dpt celebrate, tak dpt nk wish pulak tepat jam 12 a.m , sbb? sbb mse kt PLKN mne bole pegang phone beb. hujung minggu sahaja. huhuhu :(

then atin tgh planning nk koa sebelom g PLKN neh. nk g cari somethings special for my mom tersayang. but for now tak tahu lg ape yg menarik. before pegy PLKN tuu nnti nk bg lah kt my mom. pape pon atin syg gile uh kt mom. dea jea satu2 mom yg atin ade. huhu. meleleh kejap. ahaks.

the end for now ;)

lot of love ; atinSYGG

layan jerrr, haha

ehem ehem. ape yerk tittle atin tuu? atin pon tak pasti. haha. cite jea lah ape yg patot. bkn korang rajin bace. hee, atin jea na lyn sorang sorang kot. bhahaha (ayat pasrah doe)
tp tape. atin tahu ade jgak yg bace enn enn. syg korang. mwahx mwahx. gedik jep. haha. tape bkn dgn orang laen. dgn korang jgak enn. ahaks. mule la nk merepek atin neh.

ting tong* masok ke cite sebenar.

seharian atin keje tido jea ary neh. dh tade keje laen, ade keje g benti lak, hee. so tu jea lah kejenye skunk. tido bangun online mandi makan online tido and mcm tuu lah seterusnye. yelah, maklum laa smlm atin terovernite. heee. bkn overnite laen yerk. overnite at myspace, formspring and blogger lahh. then dk berbual dgn sahabat baru. baru kea beb? bole tahan laa. name? fyza kod. hehee. tape, nnti citenye. haa, alang2 atin da cite neh nk pomot jap. sile lah layari http://www.formspring.me/atinSYGG. korang bole tnye pape jea, tp jgn lah soal soalan budus lakk. atin pon tatao na jwb ape. heee. harap maklum.

continue lah ke cite seterusnye, atin bosan gile lah ary neh tak koa pon. so memandangkan dgn mata yg segar baru lepas mndi teros mengadap lappy. ahaks. setelah lappy pon bersedia untuk diceroboh. atin pon taip la http://www.myspace.com. hee. tue jea lah yg atin tau. then comments2 lah kejap dgn bdk2 yg tego tuu, kang kalo ta reply dikate sombong lakk. haish! tahu nk judge jea. lalalala. afta that saje la click dekat friends request tuu. makk aihhh, 365 kot sedang menunggu untuk di approve. pergh! malasnye. dh la yg add pon dungu jea. hahaks. sorry! memang memilih. yelah, letak gambar poyo2, gmba karton ntah pape. so atin pilih jea la yg mne patot di approve. then send la 'thanks for the add' kt diorg. menghargai la kate. heee

dh dduk kt dpn lappy terase lak perot neh mnta diisikan. ohoho. online smpai lupe nak mkn. dgn semangat bngun berlari (mcm budak tadika lapar), haha. teros masuk dapur mengeledahnye. so jmpe la mknan yg bole di mkn. bawa g dpn lappy, online lah smbil mkn. mcm2 ade ohhh. hehe. mkn jea lah smpai knyang. tmbahan pula (aww!ayat, hee) , time tuu atin sorg jea ade kt uwma. yg laen msing2 ade keje. hee.

tibe tibe rase rendu pulak kt chenta hati atin neh. so mula lahh cari phone na text kt dea. then dh text kn dh kne potpet sbb lmbat text, ahaks. sorry la sygs. afta tuu kitorang pon texting laa smpai abes modal nk mengarut, haha. last msg dea mao koa mkn. so byebye laa.

atin pun terus laa mengadap lappy yg comel nehh. hehe. saje la gatal tangan nk tgk new friends yg atin add td tuu. tibe tibe! (wahh, excited). teros lah bkak satu profile sorang minah neh. aiks? mcm kenal jea? (ckp dlm ati la time tuu, hehe). then teros la selidik sikit2. tibe tibe rase mcm nk delete jea minah tuuu. nk tahu sape? awww, ex gurl fitry lahh. apesal dea add atin uh? gedik? eww. sokay biarkan jea nk tgk laa mcm mne.

atin pon membusykan dri kt facebook lak. afta sejam cm tuu back to myspace. tgk la friends yg online. minah tuu online lah beb. then teros ade comments approval. teros tgk laa. gurl tuu ckp lbeh kurang cm neh la 'welcome, thanks jgak sbb approve' . aww! slamber atin blas 'no biggie. btw atin here and you?'. wahh, pure2 tak kenal aa. hehehe. saje gatal. na tahu ta dea bajed doe ckp omputih, yucks! mcm bagos jep. spelling ta betol, grammar berterabur, HAHA. atin pon tadela pndai sanad tp tadela cm tuu. dh tatahu nk ckp jgn ckp buad malu jea. hehehehe. dk gelak sorang2 td. hehe. dh la abes aa cite sal minah tuu. tak penting pon. tgk la nnti kalo ade cite seterusnye.

bila dh bosan ngadap lappy, teros off kejap. lme sanad online kang boom boom pow pulak.


ting tong* malam punye.

lalalala~~ nk cite ape? abes dh. HAHA
just nk ckp rendu kt biee sygg. nk calling2 dea. byebye

see yah! mwahx ;)

lots of love ; atinSYGG

the news! hehe

hello hello. gile rendu kt blog neh. tp ta penah sempat nk lawatnye. bru skunk free. hehe. actually since ta update blog atin keje lahh. so skunk dh benti goyang kaki jap kt uwma so bole lahh update. setelah sekian lame keje bole la gaji yg agak lumayan, sikit jea kod. tade la gaji cm lawyer kea doctor, HAHA. eh apelah aku mengarut neh. ALHAMDULILLAH jea lah. hehe

so banyak jugak kot nk story neh. saje nk lepas rendu menaip kt blog, HAHA
11 MAC 2010 : tarikh bermakna bg student SPM 2009. betol ta? haha. result SPM koa beb. tnggu lg ta nebes. nebes gile tahu! takot sgt kalo ade subjek yg failed. huhuh. but thanks god. atin tak failed pon. just tadela gempak gile cm result korang. hee. nk tau bape? call la atin tnye sndri. bhahaha

then now tgh apply nk futher study saje. tatao lahh dpt kea tak. cube aje lah kann. so sementara nk tnggu tuu atin kne g PLKN. omg! 28 MAC 2010 melaporkan diri kea PLKN. huwaaa! damn gonna mish all. tp na buad mcm mne. kne berkhidmat untuk negara. so kne g jugak lah kann. diorg ckp happening jea kt sne. sokay, atin nk g tgk lah happening kea tak. i will miss my family, my boy! ups! hehe. my friends. myspace, facebook, blog. and so on lahh. hehe. so afta 3 month kite jmpe alek la. dlm bln 6 cm tuu. huhu. lme kann? be patients jea.

my life is better now. i feel in love gitu. haha. ntah pape. so now, atin bebaek alek nan fitry. atin penah cite kod kt blog neh. sape yg bace tahu lahh. lalalaa. actually kitorang ade putos kejap atas salah faham. now bebaek alek. hehe. biase lah tuu, adat! haha. thanks a lot la. maybe kitorang still love each other (wahh, ayat! klaka jep). cntinue. so stelah beberape hari jugak la fitry mnta couple alek. atin susa nk time kann, kne pk dlu. lastly accept jugak. syg katenye. bhahaha. and if tade pape halangan mmang nk kekal. if sebaliknye no komen laa.

btw td ptg dea ade aa dtg uwma. dea ckp na kasi barang. whoah! excited la na tahu ape enn. katenye secret, hee. dea kasi present tahu. mse tuu rase kitorang bedua jea ade kt situ, HAHA. dea bg baju (bodyglove tahu) hehe, suke sanad baju tuu, plus frame with gmba kitorang. sweet sanad. heheh. na bawa kea PLKN lah nnti frame tuu. for remember him always la katenye. haha. plus my parents pon dh kenal dea so i selesa la dgn dea. love him damn much. lalalala~~


ini bunga dea kasi jugaakkkk. awww! maonye atin tak in love ngan dea. haha. bunga rose betol tahu. bkn tipu2 pnye. HAHA. neh 1st gift dpt dr dea. lme suda bru nk letak pic tuu. heee


abes untuk setakat ini. ade mse update lg. tanak over cite kang the end hampeh jea. haha. biarlah zaman dlu nk over2. zaman budak2 kot. haha. so see yahh for new story.

lots of love ; atinSYGG :)