birthday

horayyy! 2 dec my birthday.
i will wait who will be the first wish my birthday at 12 a.m.
hee :))

today atin suda lepas paper math. alhamdulillah dpt jwb, aminn!
tp biasa la kann. ade susa, ade snang ouh.
tp mnta2 nnty ta failed suda. hee
mse first exam math paper 1 ta susa.
but paper 2 la susa sket. bengong jgak td pikir jln kira, haha
na nnges puwn ade sbb ta konfident nan jwpn yg buad tuu.
heee

sehad kea atin ary nehh? aha
ta sanad kudd. sbb pening sket.
musim ujan sma kudd ann. cm na demam puwn ada.
na mkn ubat. ubat tuu ta sedap. kalo coklat mahu la. haha
tp hope ta teruk la. kalo tak ta dpt amek exam lakk kangg. hee

then besok ade exam pendidikan islam. fuhh. kne bace bnyak nehh.
i will do my best.

bout my family? ya, happy saje.
and nnti raya haji, kaka ipar mao dtg. suke suke.

ta saba tnggu :)

X-(

aku tak kawan dgn org yg talam dua muka . tahu ape talam dua muka?

yang perangai depan baik tp blakang cam sial.

depan aku, kutuk org laen. last2 koa jgak ngan org tuu.
wadafak, grr!
depan aku belakon baek.
blakang aku cm ape lg.
dun 'bajet bajet' hawt okay. fuck!
kao bajet mcm bitch saje tahu.

exam exam!

yay! aku suda jwb exam 3 subjek. BM, BI, and SEJARAH.
alhamdulillah aku dpt jwb. aku dh buad yg terbaek doe.

first day aku jwb BM paper 1 and paper 2. bg aku okay la. tak terlalu susah.
aku dpt jwb. buad karangan pnjang ohh. mnta2 sanad result nnty bagos.
then ary yg sme jgak ade subjek SEJARAH paper 1.okay jgak laa.
ade yg confused ckit.
act, aku ta minat sejarah sme, so cannot go la.
tp pape puwn aku dh buad yg terbaek.

second day! ary neh la. aku da subjek BI paper 1 n paper 2. then SEJARAH paper 2.
alhamdulillah. aku dpt buad essay untuk BI ngan baek jgak.
aku ta penah buad essay BI pnjang2 puwn sebelum nehh.
tp td ntah mcm mne ade bnyak pulak idea. so tulis jea lahh.
BI paper 2 pon tak susah. aku dpt jwb sume.
tp SEJARAH paper 2 td seyez susah.
msok bab yg aku tak bce lak tuu, ade skit2 yg aku fokus tuu bole jwb la.
mse first tgk soalan2 tuu, mcm nk nnges pon ade.
mmang stress gile time tuu.
then aku dk relax jp. pastu aku try pk2 alek ape yg aku blaja.
ape yg aku ingat aku tulis. tp tadela aku tnggal soalan puwn.
even aku tatao. aku try jgak jwb scare logik.
mnta2 sanad result nnty okay.
sbb na apply mne2 pon SEJARAH kne dpt A or B. tabole failed.
takot sanad. takot!!!

tp pape puwn. dh lpas. skunx na study untuk paper seterusnya.
wish me luck okayy.
doa2kan aku dpt jwb ngan tenang! :))

*byebye

my bestie ;)

dear bestfriend,

I love you more daily. I wish you could see yourself
the way I see you and I wish you could love yourself
the way I love you, and above all, I wish your life is
everything you deserve because, in my opinion, you
deserve the world. I will stand by you forever. my
heart will always belong to you.

lots of love, atinSYGG

Life is too short ;)

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right,
and forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said that it would be easy,
they just promised it would be worth it.

kawan kea lawan??

kemaren pnye cite. tp bwu na story :))

woah! mmbe aku sorg nehh. buad aku panas jea ann.
lg aku hawt ann dea,
dea hawt ann aku dlm diam yerkk.
tape tape.

kemaren aa.
intan btao aku dea g cc nan kao,
then kao ade komen gmba ehem2.
aku pon usha aa kemaren.
kao bkn maen lg, komen sygs2 kann.
tapeee.
aku ta kesah.
aku bkn marah kao ape sanad.
prngae kao tuh jea.
huh!!

kao na tao ta?
mmbe aku sume suro aku tnggal jea kao.
kao ta layak di buad kawan.
tp ntah, tnggu jea!

ary nehh pnye cite.

td at skula. aku sisihkan kao jea.
bkn ape! nk kao rase skit ngan prngae kao.
tape!
then time alek. aku just salam syg2 nan mmbe laen.
ngan kao aku just salam, mnta maaf. hee
tahu pulak kao tarek aku, mnta maaf and syg aku ann.
tapela. aku maafkan.
tp aku penat ngan kao. lpas stu, stu kao buad.
tatao aa pas nehh ape plak kao na buad ann.

kepade sape2 yg bace blog aku nehh.
tayah na ktuk pngae aku.
aku bkn na gado nan mmbe aku sbb laki.
tp sbb mmbe aku saje na buad hal nan aku.
harap korg fham.
tengs ;)

moments

woah, ary neh best sanad. td at skula ktorg da ta blaja. tp prepare class, meja and pape yg patot untuk spm ary rabu nnty. best best! ta saba. then pegy jmpe cekgu2. mnta ampun sume ann. hehe. student yg baek nehh.

sume cekgu just biase saje. lastly pegy jmpe cekgu ksayangan kmy, Pn Fazliana. woah! mleleh tahu. feelings lbeyh. ktorg sygg dea sanad. "thanx cekgu bnyak ajar kmy. halalkan sume ilmu yg cekgu kasi at kmy. maafkan kmy kalo ade buad salah ngan cekgu". haa, tuh la yg aku n mmbe2 ckp td. tnggu lg ta mleleh ann. huhu. afta jmpe cekgu sume. ktorg pon get ready na alek. tuu jea ;)

alek skula pulak, aku tydo jea. haha. lteyh pnye pasal at skula td. hee

for all student form 5 : ary rabu nnty berperang yukk, HAHA

im sorry :(

hye hye, hee :)
ape ek na story?
cm neh la. hee. aku g skula td.
then borak2 nan sorg mmbe baek aku ann.
ntah cmne bole bkak cite lak sal sorg boy nehh. (capital F)
okay, aku nan capital F mmang rapat. bestie ouh.
ntah cmne mmbe aku sorg nehh bole jelez nan aku with that boy.
mmbe aku pk aku couple nan boy tuu. siap ckp lg tanak kwn if aku couple nan boy tuu. (agak sdeyh)
woah, salah kea kalo aku couple ngan boy tuu?
sdangkan boy tuu bkn bf sape2! and bkn bf mmbe aku tuu.
boat pe na jelez? kao dh ade bf.
aku neh single. suke aty la na couple nan boy tuu pon.
tp tapela. aku abaikan. sbb pe?
sbb aku tanak hilang kwn. aku syg kwn2 aku.
tp kao tanak bg aku happy kann.
tape! aku ta kesah.
aku tanak nnty kao ckp aku perampas kea ape.
aku bkn selfish. nk plih boy tnggal kwn.
aku pon tak mngharap boy tuu. mmang ktorg rapat. just bestie.
dun worry my frend :))

and mlm td adk anis ade anta msg. dea ckp dea mnta maaf kalo ade boat salah.
to adk anis, sis ta marah nis okay. sis pon syg nis sgt2.
dun worry. nis tade boat pape at sis smpae sis nk marah.
lately sis busy la syg.
bkn sis tanak lyn.
sis mnta maaf kalo ade boat nis terasa.
dun worry! sis takkan marah nis okay.
juz fham sis boat mse skunx :))
sis busy untuk SPM. tuu aje okay sygg.
ilysm.

*bye bye

masalah betol,hadue

ary nehh ktorg form 5 kne anta bku teks, hee. cegu na amek alek. sibok jax, exam pon ta abes lg. huhu

afta datz ary neh mcm bangang lg. mmbe cm ape jea. suka suki na org ikot kpala dea. ta pnah na fham org. siot betol.

tahu la bezday kao ary neh. jgn bajet org kne lyn kao cm puteri plak. tlg la! tabole blah doe. kao neh boat org skit aty jea tahu. sedar la ckit prngae kao tuh bole boat kao ilang kwn. sume dak2 class ta suke ngan prngae kao. tade sape tahan ngan prngae kao. so pk2 la. aku and intan jea dpt kwn ngan kao, fham kao, rpat ngan kao. tuh pon kao tanak sedar lg. kao boat kmy skit aty lg ada.

and untuk pngetahuan kao, kmy tada na tnggal2 kao atau ape at skula td. kao ta pnah fham. kao kne g jmpa cegu sorg2. kalo nk kmy tman kang ta psal2 cegu touching plak. kmy yg nk kna. bkn kao. hish! afta pd tuh bole plak kao ckp 'snang ingat kwn, susa lupa kwn'! shit! byla msa ktorg lupa. kao neh ta pnah na fkam ckp org betol.

msok class kao tarek muka. tanak ckp ngan ktorg smpae alek kann. time alek pon kao blah sorg2 kann. kao yg tnggal kmy kann. kao jgn boat smpae aku nan intan pon benci kao! then kao ta msg2 pon kann cm slalu. okay, fine! skit pon aku ta mngharap. and aku nk tgk lma mna sgt kao nk boat cm tuhh. lntak kao.

pas neh kalo org na serang kao. jgn bajet na mnta tlg mmbe2 kao nehh. mmbe2 kao nehh da ta tahan nan prngae kao. sedar tuu. im sorry to say that.

byebye**

SPM VICTIMS :)

to all students form 5 , GUD LUCK untox SPM korunx. wish u do the best okay. wish me luck too.
especially to all students form 5 Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Mahsuri, Langkawi, Kedah Darul Aman! boat yang terbaik okay :))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUHANA :)

9/11/2009

happy birthday suhana!
semoga pnjang umur dan murah rezeki!
hope kao happy dismping org tersyg.
even kao slalu buat hal nan aku, haha
kao ttap kwn terbaik okay!
semoga kao berjaya dlm hidup tao.
aku sntiasa sokong ape jea yg kao boat doe!
terima kasih sbb kao jd 'bestie' aku.
iloveyousofuckingdamnmuch la ngek :))
take care always.

*lots of love, atinSYGG :))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK ENA :)

8/11/2009 :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK ENA!
semoga panjang umur & murah rezeki.
semoga bhgie ngan abg edy
semoga kak ena berjaya dlm hidup yaa.
syg kak ena, muwahx :)
take care.

*lots of love, atinSYGG

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEQMAD :)

7/11/2009

fazreen !

Happy Birthday to youuu sygg ! Wish you always happy wuteva you do. And also happy with ur life, family and members ;) Always in good healthy , success in your life and more more more laa. Thank for being my bestie yaa ? Huu . Hmm , even kte jarang jmpe pon , i tetap na ckp i love youuu! as my bestie okay bhaii. Take care dear. But one thing you must remember , dont eva dare to forget me oke ?

p/s : sorry, no present :))

*lots of love, atinSYGG

6/7/2009

hee, ary nehh seharian aku ta koa. buhsan doe! ujan la weyy. so aku dk at umah jea la. ngadap pc nehh. mcm2 lah aku boat. unline myspace, ym, blog nehh. and mcm2 lahh. then aku penat sanad ngadap pc nehh, aku lyn kpala jp. tydo la, ape lg. bhahaha.

agak ptg sket, ade org call. gnggu aku nk tydo jea. aku pon angkat la. potpet potpet jp nan cousin aku tuh.

atin : hey, asal ang call aku nehh? ngah tydo nehh. gnggu betol. haha
ieka : huii, sowie la. aku tatao lak ang tydo. aku da hal ckit nehh.
atin : ha, skunx da tao. tnggu pe lg? haha. okay2. apehal?
ieka : aku ade prob nehh, nk mnta tlg ang aa. ang jea bole tlg. tlgg aa aku weyy.
atin : ha, boat msalah pulak kaa cekk adekk oiii? ang nk aku tlg apa?

**itu jea permulaan calling2 tuu. afta pd tuh rhsia kamy. haha

then aku bngun mndy2, siap2. ingat nk koa. aduh! ujan baek pnya trun lg. wuaaaa! sengal, kne dk umah jea. tapela. rahmat tuhan, haha. alhamdulillah :))

mlm pulak aku unline ym, chatting nan adk anis and mmbe aku la. then try la searching tips2 SPM. hehe. bkn lme pon. jp jea. mls laa! tlg aku cri tips kea pape aa. bole? hehe.

lbeyh kurang 11.59 p.m aku get ready msg nk anta at mmbe aku sorg nehh. aha! fazreen nme nye. kalo ta clap aa. haha. then tepat 12.00 a.m. aku anta la. hee! dea ckp aku org ptama wish. ape lg. lompat2. suke2. hahaha. aku mmang suke jd yg ptama. mse tuu dea at loa. mkn2 nan mmbe2 dea. dea ckp alek kang na call. yay! aku pon tnggu la :))

12.15 cm tuu dea da call aku. ha, tnggu ape lg. aku pon angkat la.

atin : hye
deqmad : hye, assalamualaikum
atin : wslm. hee
deqmad : boat pe tuu?
atin : unline jea
deqmad : tengs for wish
atin : welcome. hehe
deqmad : ******** (secret)
atin : yekea? hehe. eleh
deqmad : betol la, bia la ann. ta kysah
atin : cey cey, ckp. ehem2
deqmad : td nape?
atin : bile?
deqmad : ala. mse unline sme2 td. u cm blur jea.
atin : eh, mna da. biasa jea kot.
deqmad : eleh. takkan jelez kot.
atin : haha, jelez mende.
deqmad : hehe gedik. okay. hehe
atin : bia aa. pape la
deqmad : eh, na tao ta?
atin : ha, ape?
deqmad : u org ptama i call tao.
atin : yekea nehh? hehe
deqmad : yelaa. mne de i call org laen lg.
atin : aha, okay. tengs
deqmad : okay. u kn bestie i yg terbaek. hee. baek kea?
atin : aha, ofcoz la baek.
deqmad : haha. gedik.
atin : hish, bia la. wek
deqmad : eh, nk call mmbe jp nehh
atin : okay.
deqmad : byebye, assalamualaikum.
atin : wslm. byebye.

*deqmad. ade lg ann? atin lupe la borak ape. haha. tape aa.
*lbeyh kurang cm nehh la ktorg borak td. haha.

p/s : deqmad! kalo clap or atin tertmbah2 sowie. haha

bingung!!!

to gurl berkenaan : hmm, ape kao pk aku ny ejen cri couple kea? agak2 ah weyy.
aku mls na tlg tahu ta?
kalo dh nak sanad asal tak g ckp sndri?
okay, aku tlg aa jgak ann?
so tayah tarek muka kao
hey.takkan aku ta tlg.
nnty kao jgak ckp aku sombunx.
ceh! stakat kwn nan aku ade mkne. tayah lah weyy.
benci ouh!
kalo sorg dua tape jgak.
neh dh lbeyh pulakk.
tp tapela, aku pk mmbe2 aku tlg jgak.
laen pd tuh kao pnye pasal.
pas ny jgn harap aku nk tlg.
and kalo ade msalah, jgn bajet aku org tgh. fuck!
and kalo kao na tao
aku ta rugi pon aw kalo ta kwn nan kao
na tao sbb pe?
sbbnye bkn kao yg nk support idop aku.
ha, so get ur step and get out of my way la.
mmang kao baek sanad nan aku.
itu aku tak nafikan.
thanx sgt.
tp agak la.
takkan nak amek ksempatan kot dh aku baek nan kao.

p/s : nk awek/pakwe cri sndri la. shit!

sorry kpd yg berkenaan :)

*end

seharian mencari info :)

woah, today aku busy study jea oh! smpae phone pon aku ta text sape2. owg text aku pon, aku ta eply. konon semangat study la. okay knn? haha. tp sowie la kalo aku ta eply msg owg yg bkenaan tuh.*sowie sgt*

ary ny intan dtg study at umah aku. haha. study kea? msty la. plus gosip tuh ttap ade. pompuan la katekan. hakhak. then kamy koa mkn kejap. lapa weyy! hee. afta mkn intan pon alek umah dea la. da nk senja pon time tuh. kang ta pasal2 kna bising ngan mama dea plak alek lewat. heh!

then mlm pulak aku boat revision skit aa untuk subjek BM. mcm2 laman web aku jmpa aw. okay jgak aa. terbaek! dpt jgak info2 yg bagos. dr pkol 8 smpai pkol 10.30 mlm kot aku study. bagos ta? okay la kan? mmbe aku ckp tapela berkorban untuk bpe ary jea lg. lpas ny ta pyh nk pning2 lg da. hehe. betol lah tuh.

afta tuh, da penat sgt. aku pon online la ym. tnggu ape lg. chatting la, nan mmbe aku and adk angkat tersyg aku. adek haeykal! hee. sygg dea oh. 2 thn lbeyh jgak aa relation kmy. even just kakak dan adik. hee.

amper pkol 12.30 pg jgak aa bwu aku off. mse untuk tydo. bye bye :)

persekolahan :)

ohaiyoo. ary tade pape yg sensasi sanad. tp saje suka suki nk tulis jgak doe! haha. oh ya, today skula cm biase. best saje! just boat revision. and study paper trial SPM dr negeri laen. ala, soalan nk sme jea. ceyy! tp hampeh. tak hingat doe. pastu mao nye cegu tuh tak potpet potpet. hahaha. ape pnye anak murid aku ny! na dkat exam pon kte at cegu lg. tape, nnty mnta ampun, ngee :)

oh, especially subjek science td. soklan sme jea doe. bkn susa pon. tp keliru cm tuh jgak. haha. klaka betol. ta pasal kne toucher ha. amek kao! hee :)

then time resting, halamak! nampak minah jalang tuh doe. tabole blah. cover cun tuh! fuck la pompuan cm tuh. bajet na mmpos. kalo korg tgk, sure korg pon nyampah. ta cye? dtg tgk aa. haha.

mmbe2 aku pon ta suke dea oh! diorg td na g boat kaco da at pompuan tuh. tp mmbe aku sorg ny plak tahan. konon mls na cri pasal at skula. tp b4 ny dea yg iye iye na boat pompuan tuh. ceh! ckp jea, sape pon bole. cm gampang jea. lntak la. tp iyela, kn da na spm kang ta pasal2 jd kes. so, abaikan luh la ann. nnty afta spm bwu settle laen nan gal tuh.


*sekian untuk ary ny.

new friends :)

firstly aku na btao yg mse spm aku tnggal bpe ary jea lg.
*dup dup*
takot la weyy. haha
so far aku ready jgak la.
wish me luck sygs2 sekalian :)

hmm, smlm aku tydo lewat oh. tatao nape ta nantok plak. plus aku msg nan sorg budak ny. stay jb la. ofcoz boy. hee! gedik. mula tuh aku ngah boat homework la. then capital H ny msg aku lak. ape lg, ttup bku ltak tepi tros la. haha. abes na boat cmne. kbetulan aku mngadap bku tuh. ade org msg jea. aku lyn la. haha. actually kenal melalui myspace la.

so, aku msg2 jea la ngan dea. mmang happening la dea ny. lyn jgak karenah aku yg ntah pape ny. haha! then aku bkak tv pla. kbetulan ade SEHATI BERDANSA. mlm tuh aku ta tgk pon. so aku lyn jea la rancangan tuh. mmang best jgak tgk diorg menari ouh. haha. smpae pkol 3 pg kot aku tgk. gyle! ta rety tydo. lpas tuh aku msok bilik la. bajet na tydo la. tp teringat ade org tuhh suro col pla.si H tuh la. haha. aku pon boat la super saver col. agak sengal la. asek na knakan aku jea. ngek betol. tapela. aku col 20 minit jea. coz aku na kna tydo jgak cmne pon. takot ta bngun g skula jea.

then pkol 6 aku bngun la siap2 na g skula. dh at skula tuh. aku ingat tadela perhimpunan rasmi coz dak form 4 exam. eh, tp meleset pla. ade oh! mls oh na dnga cekgu2 tuh beleter ntah pape. aku and mmbe2 boat dunno jea. cekgu ckp at dpn. ktorg borak at blakang. ahaha. jgn marah ea cekgu! abes da buhsan tuh yg ktorg borak2. hee! mnta maaf. sengaje kot. so, sterusnya cm biasa jea blaja.

aku balek rumah. aku mndy, siap2, mkn2. then tros pk na online. aku ta pk bku dh. hish! ape pnye org la. wakaka. tapela.relax! ceh.

lewat2 ptg ckit si capital H tuh col oh. borak2 jp then dea ajak msg oh. okay la. aku lyn jea la. dea ta kasi aku buhsan. hehe. thanx being my new special friends <3

him!

*azril aizat*

hmm, bile aku dk sorg2 td tibe2 lak aku teringat at chenta haty aku dlu tuu. azril aizat. nme yg slalu ade tat fikiran aku dlu smpae skunx. aku teringat kenangan kamy bedua bersama dlu. bhgea jea mse tuu. hnye dea sorg jea at aty aku mse tuhh. wlaupun dea bkn yg pertama couple nan aku. tp aku lbeyh sygkan dea dr xbf aku yg sblom tuh. mngkin sblom tuh aku tak serious lg hal couple. then bile aku da knal ngan izat. bwu la aku blaja erti chenta, kasih, syg and mcm2 (ceyy. ayat jiwang jp. haha). cntinue! hmm. tp syg hubungan yg kami bina selama tuh akhirnya terputus jugak. tp nape ek dea maseh at fikiran akuuu? sdangkan dea dh skitkan aty aku. nape nape? rendu kah aku at dea? aku syg kan dea lg kea? omg! tidak tidak. dea bkn hak aku lg okay. adudue! cmne pon knangan aku nan dea ta dpt aku lupakan. sbb dea la yg mengenalkan aku erti chenta. dea la insan ptama yg aku chentai. dan dea jga insan pertama yg menghancurkan aty aku. ump, dea ingat aku lg tak? sape yg gnty tmpat aku? bhgea kea dea slepas kecewakan aku? erghh! mcm2 persoalan jea at fikiran aku ny! tp aku ttap tade jwapan untuk semua tuu.

p/s : Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya. Walaupun apa yang kau berikan selama ini hanyalah palsu. Namun aku pernah merasa bahagia bersamamu. Dan aku doakan hidupmu bahagia sentiasa. Kenangan bersama kau tidak akan dapat aku lupakan. Kerana kau lah yang mengenalkan erti cinta padaku. Kaulah insan pertama yang aku cintai. Dan kaulah insan pertama yang menghancurkan hatiku ;((


*so, afta aku ptos nan izat ny lah. aku tak penah seyez couple lg. so, sorry kpd sesape yg aku dh kecewakan. bkn aku sngaje nk maen2kan korg. tp aku tade kepercayaan lg at boys.

handphone

aha, lastly aku beli jgak phone bwu. yay! tp bkn phone yg aku planning nk beli tuh. sbb time aku tgk td da tade. hampeh betol! takkan nakpi cri at kedae laen? no la. mls. so aku saje gedik beli phone stu tuu (CSL). okay kea? ntah la. gna jea la. agak buhsan nnty tuka pulak. ahaha. gile handphone. harga agak lbeyh pd bajet aku la. tp tapela. haha.

myspace

haa, td ptg ade la budak kecik ny (anis). adek aku la ngek. haha. ntah ape la. rajen sanad na tlg aku edit page. kasi idea. then aku ny mls ckit. skit mata jea tgk code tuh sume. plus time tuu aku busy gile so ta smpat da nk edit page. aku pon bg la email and password, suro dea boatkan. haha. pdn muke! na sgt tlg. jgn marah aa. nnty sis jual. bhahaha. pape pon thanx ya syg. lawa daaa page sis.

adek anis cakap ny

Mybelovedsis : Firstly, I want to say YOU'RE THE BEST MY SIS I HAVE RIGHT NOW. Im happy got and know you. Even br knl tk smpai one year lg kott, but kt dh mcm lm knl right ? HAHA. Because you friendly my sis :) Ehem, you always dgr my problem and give a GOOD respon. I love it. Thanks yaa. Kata pendek "bole solve prob org" HAHA. Then, you matured oh. Of course la, you more older than me my sis -,- Since I know you, when sis bengang at someone bole brdrh telinga mndgr. WOW ! you amazing ok. HEHE. Yeah ! you and me st kepala. Bestt woo ! All topic kt share together. Then, stuff2 yg sis ade mest nis nk gak kn ? Im jealous with you :( *Thanks for ; love me, understand me, support me, layan my attitude, make me happy andd thanks everything dear ! Sis, you're nice person, caring, loving, love ur style, peramah, talkactive (sm like me), baik, RAWK & AWESOME (; Hopefully one day kt dpt meet up. Nk sgtt, I want to kiss & hug you sis. HAHA. I always supporting the way you do andd IGNORE WHATEVER PEEPS TALKSHIT ABOUT YOU. Lastly, eventhough we are not really sisters but we are sisters of the heart. No one can replace you sis, please dont leave me ! I never leave you, PROMISE ! IM GLAD TO HAVE YOU TOO SIS (; Lastword ; I LOVE & NEED YOU UNTIL THE END <33>
P/S : who ever broke her heart, Im gonna beat you to pieces like you broke her heart to pieces. Understood BITCH OUT THERE.

atin jawab alek : haa, nis pon the best lil sis. a'ah, rase cm dh lme knal ohhh. biasa la. besar nnty nk jd cekgu kaunseling. bole solve hal org, ceyyy! pdahal tuh bkn cita cita sis. merepek jea. haha! tao tape. na ckp yg dea muda laa tuu. okay, sis matuared. bhhaha. abes sape suro org cri pasal ngan sis kan. pdn muke dea. tak tak. nis stu kpala. sis stu kpala. jgn marah aaa. haha. nis tu mmang. sume nk. haha. tape tape. nnty kyta g sopink beli brg smeee jeaaa. heee! ha, sis pon nk ckp yg tuu. thanx for love sis, understand sis, support sis, and everytinx lah. nis pon ckup package la. baek, mnje, rawk and mcm2 la. kalo nk cite smpae bile ta abes. haha. yee, mmang sis nk sgt jmpe nan nis ohh. nk ktuk2 nan nis. haha. okayyy. same2 kiss and hug. haa. jgn jelez u all. hee, merepek. haa, diorg tuu mmang shit skit. so kyta boat dunno jea. haha. okay kn? yaa, i will never leave you my dear kecik. im glad to have you sygs. haa, u may make a bngga face noe. haha.
iloveyoutoo my dear kecik.

grrr !

Wey wey kwn.
Apesal kao ni bengap sanad haa?
Susah sanad kea na dnga ckp aku doe?
Hish, kao ni suka sanad boat aku mrah la!
Cube la kao dnga ckit ckp aku kali ny kwn.
Aku syg kao doe.
Aku tamao mse dpn kao gelap.
Suda suda lah maen tuh.
Blaja lah pulak.
Jgn pk 'boys' ahje weyy.
Dh la trial SPM kao failed.
SPM tnggal bpe ary jea lg.
Rase nk jea aku tendang2 sepak2 kao la.
Geram ny. hee :)
Tp aku tahan jea sbb nnty kao ngajok ngan aku.
Aku tamao maen ngajok ngajok. haha
Adudue -.-
Bagos ape kao dpt kwn cm aku ny haa, pk jgak sal kao. hee!

p/s : kalo kao ade bce ape aku tulis ny. kao jgn mrh tahu! aku ckp ape yg betol. hahaha

na phone baru :)

yay, mlm ny maybe aku na p beli phone baru la. phone aku yg nokia 5300 tuh boat hal ckit. ha, aku mlas na mlyn. so baek aku beli yg baru un. trade in yg tuh, then plus duet ckit beli yg baru. haha. aku ade da usha stu phone ny. harga lbeyh kurang RM450 cm tuh. bajet aku smpae. so aku ingat nk beli yg tuu aa. harap ade lg la at kedae tuh. hee. if tada kna usha phone laen pulak kot.

kelakar kot :))

hee, today aku pegy skula cm biasa. blaja cm biasa. everytinx okay. but afta resting. haha. kelakar kot! si capital 'E' dtg class aku tuu. first eran jgak nape ann. coz afta ptos dea ta dtg dh class aku. tyba2 jea dtg td. then dea jmpa si gurl ny, mmbe aku la. capital A. haha. tgk diorg ckp2 cm couple la. mnje2 gitu. haha. if diorg na boat aku jelez. sorry. ta terasa. aku gelak nan mmbe2 aku lg da. gedik jgak seyh si 'A' tuu. haha. ta sngka lak. ex aku dea kutip. haa, nk sanad. amek la, amek. kutip jea. free of charge. haha.

then si 'A' tuu dtg lefak nan aku la. its okay. dea mula start cyte pdahal tada sape tnya kot. then cyte2, last btao yg dea kwn jea nan capital 'E' tuh. okay la. ta kysah la pape pon. afta datz dea p dk borak nan bff aku, sue tuu. dea cyte at sue yg diorg ala couple or scandle aku ta sure la. haha. tp msg pnggil 'b' and 'bby'. sue pon dtg la btao aku. yg td si 'A' tanak ngaku. takut kea hape? hee. actually b4 tuu aku ada tgk photo si 'E' nan si 'A' tuh da. bkn maen lg. kalah pasangan couple of the year. haha. tuh pon na berselindung. last2 kntoi jgak. aduhyae.

ape yg best si 'A' tuh kne tipu hidup2 oh. si 'E' btao tade gal laen pdahal still ade lg dak a.s. tuh. haha. lawak kan? lg pon b4 ny si 'A' tuh couple nan mmbe si 'E'. aku pon eran cmne la diorg bole on. lg stu nk kta yg si 'A' tatao kes aku dlu nan si 'E', dea tahu. tp nk jgak. ala, biar lah kan. haha.

kawan kawan

td ptg sue and intan dtg rumah. diorunx ajak koa mkn. so aku go ahje lah nan diorunx. haha. smbil mkn, ktorunx cyte2 sal time kanak kanak dulu. so funny ouh. haha. they were the best fwenx okay. they always make my day cheerfull. im glad have them as my bff. hee :)

afta datz ktorunx pon alek umah masing masing*

salah faham ouh :)

actually ade salah faham antara aku and datz boy. ade org letak salah atas aku. then datz boy tak selidik. tuh yg dtg serang aku terus. damn! ta pepasal aku yg kna. but now everytinx settle. datz boy da couple alek nan xgf dea. i hope diorunx happy always. settle!

now what the important things is, SPM. juz 2 weeks okay. i will do the best. insyallah!

seal pnye org ! grr

bax to single btw. omg! wtf shit! ape pnye org la boy tuu. seal. suke suke aty nk tduh org. da ptos ckop lah. arghh! menyampah oh! ade patot col dk mawah2. konon nye aku ny btao xgf dea sal dea. tade motif kot. aku da boat hal aku. dea nan hal dea. ape dea mao? adudue. gile oh! sndri boat msalah. cri salah org, ta betol pnye org. mencik mencik mencik. haa, dea nk sanad aku boat cm tuu. tnggu jea aku na boat betol2. gile! col org dk maki2. ceh, ingat org nk sanad kea at dea? pasan sanad la pulak. haeshhh! grr! seal seal seal. dh kalo ta boat salah nape tanak explain jea at xgf dea tuu. tao la dea nk alek at xgf dea. sbuk nk cri msalah nan org. lari dri masalah sndri. ade jgak mnusia cm tuh. pegy mmpos la beb. argh! kao yg suka boat sempoi, kta at org pulak. mencikkkkk! back off la. if kao ckp nyesal knal aku. aku lg lg lg nyesal knal nan kao la. and sedar la dri tuh. jgn ingat aku na hegeh2 at kao. plz la beb. ckit pon aku ta eran. aku couple nan kao dlu pon juz suke2. juz 'couple'. tada feeling2 okay. erghhh!

gurl gurl :)

heyy, juz want to say that im happy now, yay! woah, tnggal sbulan ahje lg na SPM. takot doe. penentu mse dpn aku tuu beb. wish me luck weyy. i will try da best. suda penat study. tanak study hard sgt. nnty apa pon ta ingat. haha.

oh yaa! now aku tgh hawt dgn sorg mynah ny. dok stu tman ngan aku haa. tp budak lg. baru form 3. tp dh belagak dewasa plus bajet hawt na mmpos. mcm bohsia ade la. haha. nyampah nyampah. actually dea to ex-adek angkat aku. pompuan ta sedar dri. ta ingat yg dea dlu to budak ta knal ape pon. then up atas aku pnye nme jea ha. pk bagos. hee! hate betol la.

ape yg aku tao kn. tergadai suda itu budak. dasyat la kann. kecik2 lg suda musnah. hancuss laa. dlu msa knal nan aku, bkn maen baek doe. sejak dh pndae bout dunia ny mcm ape lg. mcm pompuan jalang pon ade. perangae suda bertukar. mcm ta pecaye doe. hish3, teruk kan. smpae smoa laki dea nk rasa. grr!

lg stu ape yg aku hawt sgt tuu sbb dea terhegey at bf aku ha. tp tada respond lg la boat mse skunx dr bf aku. bkn bole caye sgt, haha. tadela. hope tak la kan. tp geram tetap geram sma itu pompaun. haish! tnggu ary jea aku nk hentam itu budak. eh3, aku bkn nk sgt gado sal laki, tp kalo u all at tmpat aku, u all akan boat bnde yg sme kann. sabar seorg tuh ada batas kot. kalo dh terlbeyh, haa tnggu saja la kann. haha. lg pon skunx aku mlas la nk gado, cm budak pulak. ta matang. ape yg pnting aku nk fokus blaja. tp kalo pompuan tu maseh cabar aku, haa takkan aku nk diam saja kan. haha.

okayy. to jea nk btao. haha.

LIFE LIFE LIFE :D

heyho ! weyy , lame doe ta update blog . jarang on skunx . haha ! haa' , suda sebulan berpuase , and besok raye . SELAMAT HARI RAYA , MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN .

lately aku tydo lmbat doe . peluang aku on lelame sbb abg aku alek umah mertua dea , haha . so aku dpt gne pc dea ny haa , wakaka .

ape akuu nk cytee haa ? oh yah , today aku nk pulang ke kmpung tahu ! nk raye . hoorayy . aku alek perlis , sepanjang cuty skula ny aku ade at kmpung laa . tak saba nk beraye nan sedare kat sane weyy . pegy rumah org mnta doet raye , haha . tadela , aku suda besar doe , tp kalo org bg tuu amek jea la , HAHA . kemas baju pon ta abes lg aku da sebok nk unline mespes and blog , HAHA . nnty mama aku bising lah tuu ^^

tp tp sedih doe , aku tak dpt nk beraye ngan bf aku tuu . dea raye at langkawi haa . wakaka .
bf baruu laa weyy . hish , msty korunx kutukk aku kan asek tuka bf ? HAHA . ade aku kysah ? tadela weyy , aku tade niat nak memaen doe . abes da ex-bf sume siot jea . boat ape tnggu . ye takk ? cari baru la . bhaha . this time aku dpt budak langkawi jugak . okayy kn ? dea still study. same2 belajar . tadela aku dpt yg hampeh . bkn mat rempit okay , ewww ! tak berminat rempit2 nihhh . cepat mmpus jax , haha

about the past aku da tanak ingat . waste my time jea . just pndang hadapan suda . btw , raye da besok . SPM da nk hampir la . aiyoyo ! tak ready 100 % lg ny haa . dush dush ! study jarang , ape aku nk jwb ? haha . tapela , aku try the best . wish aku berjaya . ceyy ;D

kenangan , hee :)

suda cuty skulah , yay ! koa dr langkawi 5 ary . skunx suda pulang ke langkawi lol . i g kl and kelantan . sopink sakan at kl , best oh ! but time g klantan lak ade bad story oke . act , i nan famly g klantan coz mao pulang rumah kaka ipar i . mse at kuala krai , klantan . i and famly kemalangan oh ! terkejut sgt oh . tkot !

naseb we all tak cedera , juz kete remuk juga laa . we all naek kete citra . besar so dpt control lg la . if we naek kete kechik , aiyoo ! kompem we all teruk oh . syukur alhamdulillah we all selamat pulang .

mse kemalangan tuh i da ta ingat pape lg . terkejut sgt , adoi ! kete cine tuh lah dtg langgar . benggong betol . tatao undang-undang jalan kot . time uh kamy nye straight way . cine tuh dr simpang 3 , tak benti kete tros drive . gile ! kbetulan kamy lalu at dpn simpang 3 tuh . tros cine tuh koa dr jlan tuh and langger kete kamy . sialan ! naseb abg i dpt control kete . maybe cine tuh mabuk kot .

then kamy da check , kamy smoa oke . juz kete remuk . kamy g jumpa cine tuh . bole dea tanak ngaku . dea ckp dea tak salah and tanak gnty rugy . siot ! dh salah tanak ngaku . naseb time accident tuh at tmpat cine tuh . if at tmpat kamy , nahas dh dea kne blasah .

afta datz , kamy troskan jgak perjalanan ke ruma kaka ipar i , adush ! kenangan pahit oh . tak dpt di lupakan oh !

moa tgk kete kamy yg di langgar ? see this :)

LIFE :)

life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances , losing and finding , happiness , appreciating the memories and learning from the past .

best SONG :)

EH , EH NOTHING ELSE I CAN SAY .

cherry cherry boom boom , gaga

boy we've had a real good time

and I wish you the best

on your way, eh eh

I didn't mean to hurt you

I never thought we'd fall

out of place, eh eh

I have something that I love long long

but my friends keepa' tellin' me that something's wrong

then I met someone

and eh, there's nothing else I can say

eh eh, eh eh

there's nothing else I can say

eh eh, eh eh

I wish he never looked at me that way

eh eh, eh eh

there's nothing else I can say

eh eh, eh eh

not that I don't care about you

just that things got so complicated

eh eh

I met somebody cute and funny

got each other and that's funny

eh eh

I have something that I love long long

but my friends keepa' tellin' me

that something's wrong

then I met someone

and eh, there's nothing else I can say

eh eh, eh eh

there's nothing else I can say

eh eh, eh eh

I wish he never looked at me that way

eh eh, eh eh

there's nothing else I can say

eh eh, eh eh

I have something that I love long long

but my friends keepa' tellin' me

that something's wrong

then I met someone

and eh, there's nothing else I can say

eh eh, eh eh

there's nothing else I can say

eh eh, eh eh

I wish he never looked at me that way

eh eh, eh eh

there's nothing else I can say

eh eh, eh eh

eh eh, cherry cherry, boom boom

eh eh, eh eh

oh, yeah

all I can say is eh eh

FRIENDS <3

saje suke suke nk story bout friends . seriously , sy ny mmang mmlih kwn . nk tao nape ? bkn sbb nk hawt or sy ny seorang yg sombong . sy memilih coz sy susa nk trust orang ! kadang2 , dpan kyte boat baik . lemah lembut ahje , bak kata pijak semut tak mati , HAHA . but at blakang kutuk2 ! mcm ape jea ! fuck it , HAHA . Mcm2 orang sy suda kenal . klaka juga if pk alek , hee ! but i juz trust my bestie . na tao sape ? SUHANA and INTAN . act , diorang bestie since form 4 . baru lg un ? tapela , ape yg pnting diorang jea faham sy . always tlg sy . sy suke berkawan nan diorang and diorang ponn suke kawan nan sy . cewahh ! coz sy pon slalu help2 diorang . pape msalah diorang akan story at sy and sy akan try tlg settle . diorang pon mcm tuh juga . sy happy sgt sbb dpt kwn mcm diorang , susa mao cari bha ! sometime kwn yg kyta knal suda lama ponn tak berguna juga . tikam dr blakang oh ! so cari kwn biar betol . hehe :)

oh yah , btw sy da sorang adk kecik . HAHA . nama dea anis . berumo 16 tahun . dea ny ponn oke jgak laa . adk yg terbaek di antara yg terbaek . always at my side . even kitorang baru knal thn 2009 . but sy rasa mcm dh lama knal dea . dea sporting . ape yg boat sy suke dea sbb pemikiran dea agak matang mcm dewasa , tp maseh dak kecik , HAHA . kitorang bedua slalu juga share msalah . happy sgt dpt knal nan udak kecik ny . but kitorang tak pnah meet lg coz dea dok jaoh bha ! nun jaoh di sabah . but one day dea mao pndah semenanjung . then bole meet laa . she the best lil sis i ever had . hee ! :)

sadOFmyLIFE !

actually hanya at blog ny sy melepaskan geram , sedih , happy and everything . to sesape yg tanak baca tiada sy kisah ! tq . suka aty sy lah , HAHA

ump , now my life so buhsan laa . so lonely . but maseh ramae 'sahabat' yg still at sisi sy . yg always help sy . da best friends is suhana and intan . i appreciate them .

actually afta break with yusry , sy ada couple nan teman tp mesra sy dulu . his name is ejan . but kitorunx pnya relation tak lama . sy tyma ahje . dea tipu sy . and boat sy sakit haty sgt . sy da tak dpt nk tyme dea lg even sbagai kawan .

btw , thanx sbb ejan muncul dlm idop sy smentara . and thanx sbb boat mcm ny at sy . sy tyma . skaly u boat , lbeyh pd itu sy blas . huh ! really hate him .

mmang mengejutkan . sy ingat sy suda mengenali dea . amper setaon lbeyh sy kwn nan dea . tp bnyak lg sy tatao tntang dea , attitude dea . omg ! tak sngka . nyesal sy knal nan dea . kwn bole tahan lama tp couple tak smpae sbulan . ahh ! boy , tabole pecaya . its true ? yah , maybe . but not at all i blame .

and now sy harap dea happy nan kputusan dea . dea pnah ckp suatu ary nnty afta msalah slesai dea nk dtg kembali at sy . tp susa untuk sy terima lg , maaf ! sbb apa yg dea dh boat at sy sgt menyakitkan .

Jangan Pernah Berubah !

Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
Ku ikhlas ‘tuk bertahan
Cintaku padamu begitu besar
Namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan
Malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal
Membuat keresahan
Meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
Hingga ku jatuhkan airmata
Kekecewaan ku sungguh tak berarah
Biarkan ku harus bertahan
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
Ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya


*this song ada kna mngena juga dlm idop sy skunx .

PUTRAJAYA :)

HOORAYY !

hey hey ! sy suda pulang . lambat update blog coz tak sihat bha ! btw , demam lol lpas pulang dr keyell . HAHA . this week sehari tak pegy skula oh . tak sihat . cuty lbeyh pulakk ! hee . bout cuty ? oh ! sanad best oke . meronda , sopink2 , yayy !

INFORMATION

hooray ! ary ny sy packing brg . sy nk g hulidae . nk pegy keyell sok pg . ump , nk sopink2 tat sne ulak . saje suke suke . ump , maybe bole meet fwen tat sne . uh ! tak saba nk gerak ke sne . ump , then nk g negeri sembilan . uh ! jaoh perjalananku . doakan sy pegy n pulang ngan selamat , AMIN ! hee . oh yah , so untuk bpe ary sy tak update lah blog ny . and tak unline lah myspace .
:)

BESTbestBEST

-Kembali Pulang by Kangen Band-

Bintang terlihat terang
Saat dirimu datang
Cinta yang dulu hilang
Kini kembali pulang
Lihatlah dia mulai bernyanyi
Coba merangkai mimpi
Cinta yang dulu pergi
Kini datang kembali
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan kekasihku dulu
Wajahmu mengingatkanku
Dengan masa laluku

Kekasih yang dulu hilang
Kini dia tlah kembali pulang
Akan ku bawa dia terbang
Damai bersama bintang
Kekasih yang dulu hilang
Kini dia tlah kembali pulang
Betapa senang ku dendangkan
Dan takkan ku lepaskan

* lagu ini best . korunx hayati liriknya . layan ! act , lagu ini ada kna mengena ngan life sy lol . paponn layan jea , hee ~~ *

family ! MOahMOah ! :)

family family family . msty laa nk story bout family jgak . takkan nk story bout kwn2 and boy ahje . hee ! oh yah . i love my mom and my dad . want to know their name ? oke , my dad name is Abu Hassan and mom name Azizah . mereka adalah hero and heroin sy . always support sy . sygg mereka . my dad ny ala-ala sporting lah jgak , hee ! but my mom mmang sporting . sy slalu berkongsi cyte nan mom sy . ape lg ye ? oh ! sy ade 2 abg ahje . kamy hnya 3 siblings . sy bongsu , ngee ! abg2 sy mmang cool lah . tp diorunx da kawen . buhsan jea dok rumah , slalu ade gak abg yg bole maen gusty2 , HAHA . bertekak nan diorunx . tp skunx tada lol . buhsan seyh ! nk tao abg2 sy ny pndae mencari pasangan . my first bro name is Azrisyam and his wife name Wan Aznida . nma pon bermula "AZ" . they have 3 child . my anak saudara lah ! nme Mohd Alif Fahmi , Mohd Anif Farhan and Alia Fatisya . mereka cute , suke suke ! hee ! my second bro is Mohd Zaidi , his wife Wan Zarina . ini ponn nme bermula "ZA" . agaga !

mereka tiada anak lg coz baru jea kawen 7/2/09 . nk tgk gmba diorunx ?

ump ? dh lihat gmba diorunx ? hee , oke tak ? oke lah kn . rsenye dh tada ape lah cyte . hee ! lalalalalalala ~~

bestieUNTILLtheEND

bestie untill the end . bestie sy mmang terhebat , HAHA . nma dea cik INTAN NADIA . dea ny mmang sporting abes and msyukk ah nan sy . snang bekerjasama lg tuh . slama kamy knalan tak pnah lg bergaduh . itu yg sy suka nan sikap dea , (kalo intan bace sure melompat sy puji ny , HAHA) . btw intan , thanx sbb jd kawan sy , sy sygg awak , hehe . kitorunx ny dh mcm twins tao . mna ade intan disitu ade sy , di mna ade sy ade jgak cik INTAN ny . kitorunx mmpunyai hobi yg sma iaitu snap snap photo , HAHA . kemna aje kamy pegy msty nk snap jgak . and kesukaan sy dea ponn suka , hee ! act , taon 2009 taon terhebat boat kamy . kamy akan ambil SPM taon ny , woah ! tkut seyh . doakan kamy bole jwb ye . hehe . and to all students yg ambil SPM . gud luck to you all . yay !

GIRL

If a girl cries in front of you ,

it means that she couldn't take it anymore .

If you take her hand ,

she would stay with you for the rest of your life .

If you let her go ,

she couldn't go back to being herself anymore .

A girl wont cry easily ,

except in front of the person

who she love the most ,

she become weak .

A girl wont cry easily ,

only when she loves you the most ,

she put down her ego .

Guys , if a girl cries because of you ,

please hold her hands firmly ,

she's the one who would stay

with you for the rest of your life .

Guys , if a girl cries because of you ,

please don't give her up ,

maybe because of your decision ,

you ruin her life .

When she cry right in front of you ,

when she cry because of you ,

look into her eyes ,

can you see and feel the pain in hurt she's feeling ?

Think .

Which other girl have cried

with pure sincerity ,

infront of you ,

and because of you ?

she cry not because she is weak ,

she cry not because she want sympathy or pity ,

she cry ,

because crying silently is no longer possible ,

the pain , hurt and agony have

become too big a burden to be kept inside .

Guys ,

think about it .

If a cries her heart out to you ,

and all because of you ,

its time to look back on what you have done ,

only you will know the answer to it .

Do considerer it ,

coz one day ,

it maybe too late for regrets ,

it maybe too late to say "i'm sorry" .

mySELF

hello . let me intruduce myself . my name is fatin nazurah . but u all can call me atin oke . 2 DECEMBER is my birthday . act , im friendly , talkactive and not arrogant . im not perfect but im try hard to be good and nice . i try to give out the brightness and happiness in my whole days . i also love to laugh . hee ! ^^ . i dont care people who talk bad things behind me . you just dont know who im really . my speech is life only once , so lets enjoy , yay !