We’re started to be closed to when in orientasi at masterskill college . We’re in the same course . And actually I didnt know how we started be friend but for sure you start greeting ryte bie? . Seminggu kan orientasi mse tuh bie? You always disturb me and members. Mse tu kite lepak sme sme kan? Dgn membe2 yg laen. Seronok. Banyak jugak memories mse tu, so funny. Mse tuh jugak lahh you try dptkan numbe I kan bie? Bnyak kali you mnta tp I ignore. Last2 you dpt jugakk. Mse hari nk kne amek darah and urine tu, you suke kan sakat I and membe. Smpai mmbe I takot nk pegy kasi darah dea, hehe. After dh seminggu kite berorientasi, starting lahh class. Mse kt class you msty dtg dduk tepi I kan bie? Tp I tak penah nk espect pape dr you, haha. And after we know each other, we’re always keep in touch as a friends. We spent lots of time together. You ingat lagi tak mse ade someone trying to tackle I? Mse tuu you dh tarek muka tanak ckp dgn I, huhu smpai hati. Seharian tak bertego langsung, tak bertego smpai you dh ade someone else, huhu btw I tade pape pon dgn that boy lahh just friend. But after a few days you thinks that im already taken kan bie? So you try to keep far from me. Since that I never see you with your members like before. I don’t know where you go. But after that I see you with a girl, and maybe that girl was your gf. I understand that you already have someone. Start pd tuu kite dh tak tego mcm selalu. I perasan jugak yg you dh tak dduk tepi I mse dlm class tapi mse tu I tak amek port lahh sbb I tatao you sbenarnye nk tackle I selama ni, haha. Since you have a gf, you tak pernah lepak with classmate and I but you just with that girl. Kecik aty tau takk? Mse tuh kecik aty as friend okay not more, mmbe2 laen pon ade ckp you berubah. That time I just ignore it, because you’re not mine. Kalo you still ingat lahh bie, mse tuh kite ade lepak sme sme then that girl dtg kt kite dduk dgn you. You pulak lyn jea that girl, ktorg ny mmbe2 you, you buad tatao jea. You tau tak mse tuh ktorg ngate you? Haha sorry bie. After girl tuh blah, I ade perli you, I say ‘org tuh dh bnyak berubah lepas dh ade gf’. I pon tatao cmne I boleh ckp cm tuh, spontan jea koa dr mlut i. haha. Maybe you ingat I kate kt sorg mmbe lg kan? Pdahal I ckp tuh special for you, haha. Then, I don’t know when my roomates tell you that I’m single not in status taken, so you trying to keep in touch again with me kan bie? And I just treat you as friend like before. Mse tuu kte dh berbaek mcm dlu. Biase lahh kann. Sejak tuh jugak you dh tak lepak dgn that girl. Lg pon before tuh I ade problem dgn sorg kwn kpade girl you tu. Mmang gadoh kan mse tuh. Mse tuh everyone nk tuduh tuduh, pdahal tuh punca salah faham, no need lah nk cite lagi bnde lme tuh. Tak penting pon. Btw sorry bie mse tuh tibe2 melibatkan bie. And lastly I dh face to face dgn that girl and dh settle. Tp after pd tuh girl tuh still ade ‘usha2 ganas’ ohh, hah! Tak heran! your girl dlu tuh pon sme saje. Then bie ckp dh tanak rapat dgn girl tuh sbb dea and mmbe dea ade cri pasal dgn org, huhu. After pd tuh, you always send message trying to ‘ayat’ I, haha. Tp I still buad2 tak faham, haha sian bie, bersabar. Tapii one day, I mseh ingat mse tuh kt college I terbce msg you dgn girl laen, mnje2 gitu. Dlm aty dh terase bahang, before that day you bkn maen lg ayat I tgk2 you ade ayat girl lain pulak. Mcm nk nngis je ble you buad I mcm tuh. You dh terkantoi mse tuh, I pon tinggalkan you mcm tuh jea. Mse kt class lecturer belom msok. You dtg pujok I lahh konon. I keras haty lahh you. Dh la bekas lme tak hilang you nk tmbah2 lg, sedeh you. At last you pujok I smpai menitis air mata kt tgn I. terkejot I mse tuh, how should you smpai nk nngis? Rupenye you mmang serious nak I dr dlu. Tp you tak penah nk ckp smpai mse tu bru you teros terang. Tapi mse tu jugak haty I saket bce msg2 you dgn girl tuu. I mmang tak kesah lngsung dgn pujukan you, mse tuh classmate tgk jea kite. I maluu teros blahh. Tpi you halang then I terpakse dduk dgn you. Mse balik dr college you ajak I koa buka puase bsme, mse tu bln puase. Tpi I boleh2 ckp tanak tp you pkse2 jugak smpai mmbe2 I pon suroh I ikot you. Mcm2 alasan I bg sbb tanak koa dgn you tp you tak mengalah pujok I smpai you bg duit you smata2 nk byar transport I untuk koa dgn you. Terharu kejappp. So mlm tuh I siap2 dgn mmbe. And kite jumpe kt JJ, Ipoh. I and mmbe2 I, you and mmbe2 you. Kite bka puase sme2. After dh buka pause, you ajak I pegy disscuss pasal tuh tp mcm mls jea I nk ikot but my mmbe suroh, I pon follow. Mse tu hanye kite berdua, you explain everything dr awal smpai last story pasal msg tuh. And you explain that the girl with you was your friend only not more than that. Mse tuh I buad dnga tak dnga jea. Konon tgh saket haty, hehe. you ckp you just main2 jea dgn girl2 tuh. Sokay! You mnta peluang untuk you jd bf I. tapi haty I keras jea tanak kasi you peluang. Mse tu mate you dh berkace. Mudahnye air mate you. You ckp tak mudah pon sebelom ni tp untuk I saje. Wahhh bnge kejap, haha. Then you tatao nk ckp ape lg dgn I yg keras haty ni, you diam. Agak lme jugak then you hold my hand and said “boleh tak bg last peluang untuk wan? Wan jnji takkan main2kan atin mcm sblom ni. Believe me”. Atin pulak yg terkaku tatao nk ckp ape. Its like so sweet ryte? But haty ni tade sape tahu. Lme jugak atin diam pk pk kann. And you still hope me. And lastly I give peluang untuk you. You very happy. Tapi you, mse tuh haty I just bg peluang untuk you, no love, no anything inside my heart, empty. I tell you that time but you said, ‘its okay, wan akan cuba bg yg terbaik and one day atin akan syg wan and wan dpt gntykan exbf atin kt aty atin’ huhu smpai cm tuh. Start from that we’re together again and you propose me to be your gf. I never thought you will propose me that time. 23 AUGUST 2010 was the day, I will remember it. At first kite couple nmpak mcm you mmang bnyak bersabar coz I just accept you without love. Mesty you kecik aty kan? Sape suroh you kantoikan hal girl2 you tuh, kan I dh tak caye. Naseb you lahh my dear. But hmpir second month kite bsme bru lahh ade bibit chenta and syg I pd you, hehe. Thanks and I appreciate that you sgt2 serious dgn relation kite smpai you snggup tnggu 2 bln bg I untuk cuba syg you. Many obstacle before I and you together kan bie? I don’t know lahh after ny ape lg msalah akan jd antara kte. And I hope we will happy until last breath. I love to be with you because most of our interests are the same . I can say we have a lot of commons . I love you yes I do . You’re funny , you loves to laugh . I love to see your eyes, your smile. I dont think I can live without you as you did a lot for me . Real alot . You will accompany me whenever I'm down and when there's something when there's a story you will be the first creature on this earth that im going to tell to . You too kind and too cute and too nice and too amazing to be hurt :) I know the girl outside want you kan bie. Trying to take you from me. For the girl outside, ‘If you think you want to have him than you better ask me first and my answer would be a hell no . Sorry but his is mine forever and always’.
MOHD RIDZUAN , I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OKAY? EVEN SOMETIMES WE'RE MISSUNDERSTANDING, YOU STILL TRY BE THE BEST TO SETTLE :) I APPRECIATE YOU A LOT :) ONLY YOU IN MY HEART SYGS :)
lots of love ; atinSYGG (",)
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