nak tido tapi tak ngantok pulak. slalunye msty alek dr kolej tertido. tak letey sgt lahh hari ny :) skunk hujan lebat sgt sgt. naseb air mate tak selebat hujan. angin kuattttt. guruh kilat mcm berlawan saje. but but takde lahh I menangis now. just adela nk story ny little bit sad ;)
eh eh tomorrow result PMR koa ryte? yea, i hope adik2 tersayang dpt result yg elok okay. GUD LUCK. even bkn adk sndri tp adk2 angkat. aisehh bnyak betol adk angkat I. terima saje :)
back to the story. actually ni bkn lah masalah besar pon. firstly smlm koa dgn bie I pegy beli ticket bus coz this saturday mao balik LANGKAWI, hee. so after dh beli ticket, pegy lepak at mcD kejap. mkn mkn :) nyummy. mse tuh dh mlm lahh. entah mcm mne tibe2 open story pasal ex2 couple again. but takde perasaan jelez dahh :) ini cite secare open-minded. saje saje. then okay! finish. so talk about study pulak. yg sedehnye my bie ckp dea tabole nk go on lg dgn course ni. makin lme makin trouble. subjek makin susah. yess, thats ryte. dgn language blaja pulak 100% english. sometimes susah nk catch-up, for me, atin still boleh go on. but him dh rase spoil nk msok class. I cube bg semangat kt dea but dea really tak minat dh dgn course ny. so I ask him what he want. and he said dea nk try apply polis. and if dpt bru nk benti kolej. first tuh berat aty jea nk bg dea pegy. and dea rase kot aty atin mcm berat nk lepas dea. so talk and talk smpai dea dh mcm down pulak and mate msing2 bkace tapi cover tmpat public, haha. so teros tuka topik! sbenarnye dh lme dea ckp pasal ni but atin tak amek serious ingatkan dea gurau tapi mmang dea nk benti pon. then dea ckp skunk keputusan dea 50-50 untuk dea pegy. dea nk pegy tapi dea pon sme cm atin. berat aty nk tnggal atin sorg kt cni. huhu
then balik pd tuh, atin pk2 atin tanak la halang dea, kalo dh itu yg dea nk. baek untuk dea baek jugak untuk atin. lg pon kalo dea maseh kt cni, dea dh tak interest nk blaja tade gune jugak. takde faedah kalo dea nk tnggu cni smpai 3 thn sedangkan peluang abes blaja nnty tak kemane. so be open, atin pon bg tau dea yg dea tak perlu susa haty pk atin kt cni. just go on dgn ape yg dea nak. atin sokong jea ape pon keputusan dea. and his family pon bg opinion mcm tuh.
to bie sygs : bie, no need think about me okay? think about your self. org still kt cni coz org bole go on lagii. so if b dh tabole nk go on b benti but make sure yg b dpt ape yg b nak first okay. mmang kite tanak berjauhan tapi kite kne la bkorban ckit untuk our future life, kann bie? org tanak pkse ape2, keputusan dr diri b sndri okay sygs? jgn b pk nnty kite dh tak mcm sekarang. kite jge jea relation nehh :) I promise takde sape akan ganty b dekat cni. and b pon promise takde sape gnty org okay? I still love you, and love you till my last breath.
lots of love ; atinSYGG :)
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