cntinue from the story*
after atin bngun dr tido dpt msg dr dea. so texting jap. sakit perot still tak hilang lg. ouch! so dea suroh atin mkn luh n mkn ubat. then atin bngun mndy n trun bwh dgn mmbe cri mkn jap. afta tuh atin swoh mmbe tlg belikan ubat.
so time tgh baring, he send a message. dea ckp nk dtg kt atin. so atin pun tnggu la dea smpai then atin trun bwh jmpe dea. mse tuh pulak tgh hujan so atin ajak dea g meru point. so bole la mkn, memandangkan td atin just mkn roty jer and dea plak belom mkn lg.
mse tgh tnggu mknan smpai smpat la borak pasal msalah kitorang. but atin just ignore sbb tanak bsarkan, so kitorang kmbali okay. hehe! tak lme pon gadoh nye. lg pon bkn dpt ape. am i right? ahaks!
dea blanje atin mkn, uh bnyak bnyak. full ouh. thanks yea b. hee!
kitorang pegy ronda2 kejap then alek umah coz mcm hujan nk lebat pulak. takot nnty dea demam pulak. so msing2 alek rumah laa. heee
before tido texting with him. hee
to him : b, sorry for all mistakes okay? hee iloveyouuuu
lots of love ; atinSYGG (",)
Monday, September 27, 2010
What Should I Do?
hari ni hari yg membosankan. kenape? hmm sbb nye laen yg diharap laen yg jd. huhu! pg neh atin sperti biase, lpas bersiap nk g kolej mmang akan kejotkan dea. so atin col even mood tak brape baek. his pick up the phone, but he say that he dont want go to the class today. lg la btambah mrh atin kt dea. so atin teros letak phone without say anything.
then i go to the class as usual. this morning we have applied anatomy class. mcm biase pkul 8 starting. blaja mcm biase. then atin tgk jam dh pkul 8.30 pg dea still tak msok class. mmbe2 lelaki ponn tak dtg. msty dh pakat tanak msok kot? but i still buad tatao. then dh abes class diorg still tak dtg.
after that atin n mmbe2 pegy lepak kt cafe smbil mkn jap. lastly i ngalah and text dea and ask why tak smpai kolej lg. and he say dea mmang tanak dtg. coz atin tak pedulikan dea. betol kea atin tak pedulikan dea? if yea, dh sah2 atin buad tatao jea. but atin still think bout him. okay la. biar lah dea nk ckp ape pon. then teros text dgn dea and he say dea akan dtg class pukul 2 p.m time class behavioral science. but atin balik coz tak sehad sgt. sorry dear.
to him : b, im sorry. sorry coz i always mrh2 u. but i mrh ade sbb. but sokay pas neh i tak msok cmpur hal u. maybe tuh yg terbaik. so kte tak pyh gado2. ily :)
the end * sakit perot sgt n need to rest
later i will cntinue
lots of love ; atinSYGG :)
then i go to the class as usual. this morning we have applied anatomy class. mcm biase pkul 8 starting. blaja mcm biase. then atin tgk jam dh pkul 8.30 pg dea still tak msok class. mmbe2 lelaki ponn tak dtg. msty dh pakat tanak msok kot? but i still buad tatao. then dh abes class diorg still tak dtg.
after that atin n mmbe2 pegy lepak kt cafe smbil mkn jap. lastly i ngalah and text dea and ask why tak smpai kolej lg. and he say dea mmang tanak dtg. coz atin tak pedulikan dea. betol kea atin tak pedulikan dea? if yea, dh sah2 atin buad tatao jea. but atin still think bout him. okay la. biar lah dea nk ckp ape pon. then teros text dgn dea and he say dea akan dtg class pukul 2 p.m time class behavioral science. but atin balik coz tak sehad sgt. sorry dear.
to him : b, im sorry. sorry coz i always mrh2 u. but i mrh ade sbb. but sokay pas neh i tak msok cmpur hal u. maybe tuh yg terbaik. so kte tak pyh gado2. ily :)
the end * sakit perot sgt n need to rest
later i will cntinue
lots of love ; atinSYGG :)
Sunday, September 26, 2010
kenape mesti jadi mcm nehh?
I dont know how to say. but i confused. sape yg mrh and sape yg sakit haty skunk? bru smlm gembira dgn dea. hari ni lain jd nye. yea, mmang atin mrh kan dea pg td. mcm tak gune jea ape yg atin ckp kt dea tak pnah dnga. kenape msty jd cm neh? bkn skali dua tp dh bnyak kali kot. but i letak tepi hal to tanak kecoh2. oke then, i dont mind. perlu kea lepas neh atin diamkan diri? and tak perlu masok cmpur hal dea lg? entah lahh. i cant understand what happen now.
today since the morning he didn't text even one message. i still wait and wait. but takde pon. why? okay maybe dea tgh happy dgn mmbe2 dea. i try to understand. coz i mmang tak suke kongkong life org. so do what ever what u want as long im okay with it. but jgn la melampau. takkan seharian tak text? i bole pk mcm2. but i takde la kolot smpai mcm tuh.
yg skit haty nye dh mlm, dea col but i cant pick up the phone. my mmbe pick up the phone and tell him. afta a few minutes i text him and ask why. but he just say nothing. saje jea col. OMG! dr pg i wait and this yg dpt? how come i nk fham dea kalo ini yg dea jwb? bkn nye nk ckp elok2. org tgh takde mood lg nk mnambah pulak. if ade pape yg tak kne pon just explain bkn nye i tak fham. uhh! i dont know la. untill now i wait he didn't say anything.
kenape msty jd mcm nehh? i tatao lahh. mls nk pk. should i think? if dea just buad dont know. sakit haty betol. if you read this. up to u. this my blog and suke haty i nk describe pasal ape pon.
baru sebulan lbeh couple dh jd cm nehh. ewww!
but sokay. bkn bdk2 lg yg nk hot tak tntu pasal. just wait and see ape lg dea nk buad. just wait and see. okay.
tomorrow i ade class pg. so i nk tgk what he will do. dea nk buad tatao or sebaliknye.
to him : we still new in this relation. dont u do whatever you want. coz anytime anything will be happen to us. i hope u think this properly. i dont want anything happen to our relation. i start to love you, start to care bout you. dont u do this to me. i hope u understand. mmang i selalu merajok. thats just main2, jgn smpai i buad betol2. if i dh sakit haty and dh merajok. susa bg u kang. hope u know more bout me. i think i know, im not the perfect person for youu :( but i will try the best to make you happy. but dont you make me sad. tq.
lots of love;atinSYGG (!)
today since the morning he didn't text even one message. i still wait and wait. but takde pon. why? okay maybe dea tgh happy dgn mmbe2 dea. i try to understand. coz i mmang tak suke kongkong life org. so do what ever what u want as long im okay with it. but jgn la melampau. takkan seharian tak text? i bole pk mcm2. but i takde la kolot smpai mcm tuh.
yg skit haty nye dh mlm, dea col but i cant pick up the phone. my mmbe pick up the phone and tell him. afta a few minutes i text him and ask why. but he just say nothing. saje jea col. OMG! dr pg i wait and this yg dpt? how come i nk fham dea kalo ini yg dea jwb? bkn nye nk ckp elok2. org tgh takde mood lg nk mnambah pulak. if ade pape yg tak kne pon just explain bkn nye i tak fham. uhh! i dont know la. untill now i wait he didn't say anything.
kenape msty jd mcm nehh? i tatao lahh. mls nk pk. should i think? if dea just buad dont know. sakit haty betol. if you read this. up to u. this my blog and suke haty i nk describe pasal ape pon.
baru sebulan lbeh couple dh jd cm nehh. ewww!
but sokay. bkn bdk2 lg yg nk hot tak tntu pasal. just wait and see ape lg dea nk buad. just wait and see. okay.
tomorrow i ade class pg. so i nk tgk what he will do. dea nk buad tatao or sebaliknye.
to him : we still new in this relation. dont u do whatever you want. coz anytime anything will be happen to us. i hope u think this properly. i dont want anything happen to our relation. i start to love you, start to care bout you. dont u do this to me. i hope u understand. mmang i selalu merajok. thats just main2, jgn smpai i buad betol2. if i dh sakit haty and dh merajok. susa bg u kang. hope u know more bout me. i think i know, im not the perfect person for youu :( but i will try the best to make you happy. but dont you make me sad. tq.
lots of love;atinSYGG (!)
bergembiraaa :)
hujung minggu yg best. semalam 25/9/2010 atin having fun with boyfie n mmbe2. kitorang pegy JJ at ipoh. 1st koa meet mmbe then kitorang pegy karaoke jup. afta that atin and hasni meet wan and azmil. ktorang pegy ronda2. seharian bersama dea smlm, best jerr. kitorang pegy mkn at KFC, nyum nyum. then pegy tgk wayang cite MAGIKA. kelakar jep cite tuhh. afta that pegy karaoke lg. 1st tuh malu malu kuceng plak nk nyanyi. bla dh starting haa ilang abeh malu. ahaks! lawak la.
ktorang snap2 gmba, then lepak2 jap then balikkk.
hari neh 26/9/2010 atin just lepak kt rumah. tak koa mne pon. just finish kann assgnment. so bored, but i have to do that. ngee ;)
so about post yg before neh dh oke kot. mls nk pk. bkn ape sgt pon. just atin jer yg sensitif.
now nk buad assgnment smbil mkn kueh rayerrr, his mom giving for me. nyum nyum. the end the story.
lots of love ; atinSYGG ^^
ktorang snap2 gmba, then lepak2 jap then balikkk.
hari neh 26/9/2010 atin just lepak kt rumah. tak koa mne pon. just finish kann assgnment. so bored, but i have to do that. ngee ;)
so about post yg before neh dh oke kot. mls nk pk. bkn ape sgt pon. just atin jer yg sensitif.
now nk buad assgnment smbil mkn kueh rayerrr, his mom giving for me. nyum nyum. the end the story.
lots of love ; atinSYGG ^^
Friday, September 24, 2010
adakah aku bukan yang terbaik??
sekarang atin kembali ke ipoh. jalani kehidupan mcm biasa sebagai student. yea, mmang tak dinafikan. mmang best! tapi disebaliknye bnyak kesulitan yg perlu di hadapi. fuhh ayat tabole blah kot. ahaks!
23 September 2010, genap sebulan atin bersama dea. baru sebulan, banyak halangan yang atin hadapi dgn dea. tak dpt atin bayangkan hari2 yg akan dtg. mcm mne ekk? bole kerr? entah lahh. kdg2 ade jugak atin terpikir. terbaikkah atin dipandangan mata keluarga dea? hmm. mmang dr 1st jmpe keluarga dea lyn atin dgn baik. baik sgt3. hargai sume tuh. tp smenjak his mom tego bout gmba at fb tuh. how yahh? memalukan. hmm. i dont know la. yeah. atin sntiasa jage aty dea. atin suroh jea pdm. for his family also. betol jgak ape yg mom dea ckp tapii entah lah. atin tak salahkan sape2. so abaikannn. hmm.
so trying to smile after this :)
mmang atin bahagia sgt dgn dea sekarang. dea yang terbaik untuk atin. tp atin? terbaikkah untuk dea? think think. hmm.
for u hubby : im so sorry describe bout this. if b nk mrh pon. owg time. b pon tau kan blog neh just luahan aty owg. owg hrap b fham. owg mmang takkan btao b secara bdepan. owg tanak b terase. if b bace neh pon, owg tau b akan terasa, so owg mnta maaf. ape yg mom b ckp tu mmang betol. b dtg untuk belajar. so i try to accept this. b, owg syg b sgt3. dont leave me bcoz i never leave youuu. i love you so much :(
lots of love ; atinSYGG.
23 September 2010, genap sebulan atin bersama dea. baru sebulan, banyak halangan yang atin hadapi dgn dea. tak dpt atin bayangkan hari2 yg akan dtg. mcm mne ekk? bole kerr? entah lahh. kdg2 ade jugak atin terpikir. terbaikkah atin dipandangan mata keluarga dea? hmm. mmang dr 1st jmpe keluarga dea lyn atin dgn baik. baik sgt3. hargai sume tuh. tp smenjak his mom tego bout gmba at fb tuh. how yahh? memalukan. hmm. i dont know la. yeah. atin sntiasa jage aty dea. atin suroh jea pdm. for his family also. betol jgak ape yg mom dea ckp tapii entah lah. atin tak salahkan sape2. so abaikannn. hmm.
so trying to smile after this :)
mmang atin bahagia sgt dgn dea sekarang. dea yang terbaik untuk atin. tp atin? terbaikkah untuk dea? think think. hmm.
for u hubby : im so sorry describe bout this. if b nk mrh pon. owg time. b pon tau kan blog neh just luahan aty owg. owg hrap b fham. owg mmang takkan btao b secara bdepan. owg tanak b terase. if b bace neh pon, owg tau b akan terasa, so owg mnta maaf. ape yg mom b ckp tu mmang betol. b dtg untuk belajar. so i try to accept this. b, owg syg b sgt3. dont leave me bcoz i never leave youuu. i love you so much :(
lots of love ; atinSYGG.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
muncul kembali di belog. hee :)
fuhh! rasenye sudah lame tak update belog nehh enn. bkn tak sudi berkongsi cerita tapi agak busy smpai tak sempat nk update. but insyallah lepas nehh akan mula kembali menginggah di belog :)
sekarang idop atin dh banyak berubah, yeaa :) you know what? life atin dr seorang budak sekolah dh jd budak kolej. so semua keperluan sekarang uruskan sndri. kalo tak sebelom neh fmly atin yg uruskan. so far dh 2 bln atin stay at ipoh. sumenye dh okay. atin dh boleh berdikari sndri. yeah, dh stay kt ipoh. for what? because atin dh belajar kt sna. where? MASTERSKILL COLLEGE OF NURSING AND HEALTH. atin amek kos DIPLOMA IN PHYSIOTHERAPY. woahh, bnyak susah ker? agak lahh. susah2 sekarang nnti senang takpe. betol ta? hehe :)
sekarang atin ade kt umah di langkawi. coz dpt cuti sempena HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. dapat lah cuti seminggu. since 09 september untill 19 september 2010. so sunday morning atin akan bergerak alek ke ipoh. huhu so sad dh nk tinggalkan family. btw sempana hari raya nehh atin nk ucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN kepada family & kawan2 yg atin dh banyak buad salah dan silap.
now atin just ngadap pc lpas dh packing sume barang. oh yah, so sad coz tak dpt nk alek dgn baby (laptop). terpaksa tnggalkan lappy kt langkawi coz ade sikit kerosakkan. so nnti atin alek langkawi pulakk untuk amek lappy. ala, jarang online lahh lepas nehh. so bored!
hmm, banyak kenangan manis selama atin ade kt kolej. ahaks! mmang best. dpt kenal kwn2 bru. tempat bru. dpt handle idop sndri. plus i get new boyfie. his so sweet. yeah btw maybe this is the last. i dont know how to tell. dh banyak kali bertukar boyfie dan banyak kali atin dissaptointed. but i dont know how come atin bole bg peluang kt bf atin neh. you know what, since first month atin kt sne dea mula tacle but i still buad tatao, huhu. becoz i dont think his seriously nk couple. banyak betol halangan sebelom ktorg bersama. itu biarlah hanya atin dan dea saje yg tahu. so difficult ouhh. i still remember that day (23 AUGUST 2010), his propose me as his gf. its so sweet. his very brave bcoz wants to propose me face to face. thats all berlain dr ex atin sebelom nehh. pape pon atin tanak compared dea dgn ex bf. pape pon dea dh buad yg terbaek. so sekarang just me and him. i dont want to think about the other person. i really2 hope that he never do to me like them before. terase sgt2! let begone be bygone. oh his name? MOHD RIDZUAN, from taiping perak. so far right? but ktorg time saje. trying to be honest. doa2kan ini yang terbaek untuk atin. im tired suda. heee :)
so 20 september dh start class as usual. so i will met him. oh his also the same course at the same place with me. hehe
im tired, i need to sleep. bcoz esok nk gerak jaoh. doakan atin selamat smpai ipoh. see yah :)
lots of love ; atinSYGG :)
sekarang idop atin dh banyak berubah, yeaa :) you know what? life atin dr seorang budak sekolah dh jd budak kolej. so semua keperluan sekarang uruskan sndri. kalo tak sebelom neh fmly atin yg uruskan. so far dh 2 bln atin stay at ipoh. sumenye dh okay. atin dh boleh berdikari sndri. yeah, dh stay kt ipoh. for what? because atin dh belajar kt sna. where? MASTERSKILL COLLEGE OF NURSING AND HEALTH. atin amek kos DIPLOMA IN PHYSIOTHERAPY. woahh, bnyak susah ker? agak lahh. susah2 sekarang nnti senang takpe. betol ta? hehe :)
sekarang atin ade kt umah di langkawi. coz dpt cuti sempena HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. dapat lah cuti seminggu. since 09 september untill 19 september 2010. so sunday morning atin akan bergerak alek ke ipoh. huhu so sad dh nk tinggalkan family. btw sempana hari raya nehh atin nk ucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN kepada family & kawan2 yg atin dh banyak buad salah dan silap.
now atin just ngadap pc lpas dh packing sume barang. oh yah, so sad coz tak dpt nk alek dgn baby (laptop). terpaksa tnggalkan lappy kt langkawi coz ade sikit kerosakkan. so nnti atin alek langkawi pulakk untuk amek lappy. ala, jarang online lahh lepas nehh. so bored!
hmm, banyak kenangan manis selama atin ade kt kolej. ahaks! mmang best. dpt kenal kwn2 bru. tempat bru. dpt handle idop sndri. plus i get new boyfie. his so sweet. yeah btw maybe this is the last. i dont know how to tell. dh banyak kali bertukar boyfie dan banyak kali atin dissaptointed. but i dont know how come atin bole bg peluang kt bf atin neh. you know what, since first month atin kt sne dea mula tacle but i still buad tatao, huhu. becoz i dont think his seriously nk couple. banyak betol halangan sebelom ktorg bersama. itu biarlah hanya atin dan dea saje yg tahu. so difficult ouhh. i still remember that day (23 AUGUST 2010), his propose me as his gf. its so sweet. his very brave bcoz wants to propose me face to face. thats all berlain dr ex atin sebelom nehh. pape pon atin tanak compared dea dgn ex bf. pape pon dea dh buad yg terbaek. so sekarang just me and him. i dont want to think about the other person. i really2 hope that he never do to me like them before. terase sgt2! let begone be bygone. oh his name? MOHD RIDZUAN, from taiping perak. so far right? but ktorg time saje. trying to be honest. doa2kan ini yang terbaek untuk atin. im tired suda. heee :)
so 20 september dh start class as usual. so i will met him. oh his also the same course at the same place with me. hehe
im tired, i need to sleep. bcoz esok nk gerak jaoh. doakan atin selamat smpai ipoh. see yah :)
lots of love ; atinSYGG :)
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