tak kuat :(

assalamualaikum semua :) hope u all have a nice day. thanks for read my belog ^^

actually atin mmg takda mood sgt. sorry kt sapa sapa yg atin mls nk lyn, termrh tak tentu pasal, sorry nah? :( atin takda tmpat nk ngadu :( kt blog jea lha yg ada. kdg kdg korg tgk atin salu bg nasihat, support kwn kwn yg ada msalah apa pun. tp bila kna kt atin sbenarnya atin tak kuat jugak mcm korg. kalo korg tgk atin happy happy dpn korg, tu smua lakonan jea. sbb atin tak pndai nk tnjuk kt org yg atin sedeh. and atin tanak tagih simpati. "just bcoz her eyes dont tear doesnt mean her heart doesnt cry. and just bcoz she comes off strong, doesnt mean there nothing wrong".

wan, why its happen again? atin dah tak kuat, tahu tak? dah tak kuat nk hadap smua nih. why awk snggup buad sy mcm nihh? you know i love you so much kann? why you always make me hurt? susah kea awk nk fhm sy? susah kea awk nk fhm apa yg sy suka and sy tak suka? sy tak mntak awk beli bmw kea, tak suroh awk buad jambatan dr langkawi ke kuala perlis, tak mntak awk jln kaki dr perak ke kedah. tak mntak terok2 pun. atin just mntak awk fhm sy. jgn lha bg sy sakit hati lg. tlg lhaa kalo awk msih sygkan sy, sygkan hbgan kita. tlg lha jgn ulang and buad perangai lama awk tuh! sy bole berubah utk awk, nape awk tak bole nk buad demi sy hahh? susah sgt kea awk? kalo susah, takde makne lha awk dgn sy selama nihh? wan tlg lha pk ek ape yg atin dh ckp kt wan. tlg ek? maybe wan rsa apa yg wan buad tu tak salah. tp wan tak tahu sbenarnya yg dk rsa nih atin. wan tak tau sakitnya cmna sbb atin sikit pun tak pnah nk buad wan mcm tuh. biar lha kita saja yg tahu punca smua nihh. takda guna atin nk cita kt cni, takda guna atin nk mrh lg. atin tak dpt habuan apa punn. u can say sorry a million times, say i love you as much as u want, say whatever u want, whenever u want. but if u are not going to prove that the things u say are true, then dont say anything at all. bcoz if u cant show it ur words dont mean a thing. so now tgk lha dh 2 hari kita krisis. awk suka kea mcm nihh? skunk awk sndri yg sakit. sy tanak jd apa apa kt awk, pls care urself. just bg sy masa. thanks! awk pk lha mna yg baik utk awk n sy. sy dh tanak ckp bnyak. sy dh tak larat nk ckp bnda yg sma. up to u wan. but selagi sy msih sygkan awk, tlg appreciate. jgn smpai sy dh tawar hati dgn sikap awk, and tawar hati dgn diri awk. prove if u still need me. prove if u still love me. but for now let me tenangkan hati dulu.


p/s : jaga diri kamu baik baik.


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