hmm, atin tatao la nk starting mcm mne. nk writing ni pon rase bosan, huhu. ntah ape la yg tak kena. hadoe! why lately rase laen erk? itu la persoalan. tatao la laen yg mcm mane. atin sndri pon tak faham. mcm2 nk d pk kann. tak lme lg final exam. masih steady tak study ape2. arghhhh! tention betol la.
before tuh nk happykan haty yg tak berapa happy neh. today i just happy coz my mom make a suprised. she buy me cincin, rntai kaki and rntai tgn emas. ouch! terharu kot. i dont know why she give it. what ever pon i really2 appreciate it. hadiah dr satu2nye ibu tersayang. I LOVE U MOM. other else she also give me 2 tudung baru. cantikkkk. ohh thanks again mom :)
back to the points. what yahh? hmm, bout my feelings? maybe kot. ape yg tak kene erk? tatao la nk ckp. dpt rase saje pon. kdg2 atin sndri keliru dgn feelings neh. when im alone, i will thinks this. actually atin dh ckop leteh dgn perkataan "COUPLE". ape special nye dgn hubungan tuh? yea mmang betol relation between gurl and boy. thats true. sometimes kita happy bila couple rite? tp kdg2 kita ckop sakit haty dgn 'couple' tuh. pd mula relation mmang ckop bahagia kan? bagaikan dunia neh kita yg punya, tade sape pon bole kaco. hmm but if dh lame mcm mne? pndai2 la korg pk. oh ya, bkn mksud atin nk ckp yg relation atin sekarang tak ok. no but i just terpk saje. yelahh! ketawa, gaduh, bahagia, menangis tu adat dh la kalo 'couple' kann. atin mmang maseh bru lg dgn si dea. how come nnty2 yea? yess. how how how?
atin terpk syg kea dea kt atin?
atin terpk cnta kea dea kt atin?
atin terpk setia kea dea kt atin?
atin terpk jjur kea dea dlm hubungan kami?
atin terpk bahagia kea dea dgn hubungan kami?
atin terpk perfect kahh atin disisi dea?
atin terpk sape kahh atin disisi dea?
yea, bnyak persoalan. banyak lagii yg terlintas kt kepala. perlu kahh di tulis d sni? ckop la sekadar atin yg tertnya2. sbb tade sape yg mmpu jwb hnye dea.
tapiiiiii, selama kami bersama tak pernah pon dea lupa nk ucapkan 'i love you' , 'i miss you' , 'i need you'. but its true my dear? keraguan? yea maseh ade. kdg2 tak smpai aty nk tnye berdepan. mungkin soalan2 tuh sgt sensitif. nnty dipknye atin tak cayekan kesetiaan n kejujuran dea. ohh god. i dont know la.
if soalan2 tu kasi kt atin. jwapannye, yess, atin syg dea, atin cnta dea, atin setia n jujur dgn dea, atin ckop bahagia. dea ckop perfect bg atin sbb dea satu2 nye at aty atin sekarang. atin terlalu sayangkan dea. yess, mmang hubungan kami masih baru. tp kita tabole halang untuk kita menyayangi seseorang tuh kan? mcm tuh la atin. atin tatao nk go on mcm mne if atin takde dea. seboleh2nye mmang atin tanak terpisah dgn dea. atin dh ckop penat couple putos. maybe ini yg terakhir. kalo takde jodoh antara atin n dea untuk bersama. atin terima walau susah. tp kalau nk cari penganti tuh tak mungkin. bkn atin nk doakan atin putus dgn dea. itu sume mse depan kite tak tahu.
kenape atin rase laen? hmm, atin nk dea yg dlu. care bout me. mmang sekarang he care bout me. but tak seperti mula2 dlu. yahh dlu so sweet la sbb bru brsama. kalo sekarang mcm ni, mcm mne la nnty? DUGAAN. terima saje la. mungkin dea tak penah sedar dgn sume nehh. no matter what, atin bersyukur saje :) betul la ade org ckp kdg2 kite tak pnah sedar mcm mne org tuh tunjukkan cara dea mencintai kita (^^)
lots of love ; atinSYGG ;)
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sygg. just chill oke.
ReplyDeletejgn terlalu memikir sgt pasal ni.
dulu fyza un mcm you gak.
owez pk itu ini.
owez pk ape bakal pghujung cinta kali ni.
kadang2 smpy giveup bile mslh dtg.
yg kite xhabes2 dok pk. yg dia buat cm ta kesah. tp smpy bile kan owez pk bnde ni.
actly boy ni kesah. cume dia ta reti na tunjuk. hehe. chill ok ;).
fyza caye boy bile da msuk umor 18 dia da mule ber-pk utk diri dia, hati dia dan cinta dia. so, xmgkin dia akan sia2 kan semua tu.
smile :)
oh sygg, thanks for your words. i appreciate it. hmm, maybe atin yg terlalu pk itu dan ini ann? hmm. but sokay atin belom give up. ni maybe dugaan atin and dea. saba jea la :) nyway, thanks again :)
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