I dont know how to tell. But now I totally out of mood and very very very sad and dissapointed. I dont know what happen right now. My tears already like a rain. Why this must happen within us huh? Its already 1 year and 1 month. I love him, yes I do and I love my relation with him. If can I dont want anything happen to us. What should I do huh? Now he already changed and lost temper. Then dont want to listen to me, difficult to discuss. OMG! Before this if he 'kantoi' with me, I still can accept even I difficult to accept. Coz I thinks about me, him, relation, family. But now he angry with me just because of small things. What he did before more big than this and now he want to blame it on me just becoz of small things. DAMN!
Seriously, after lunch td I betol betol terasa hati dgn sikap and kata kata dia uh. Mmg tak dpt tahan dh air mata atin. Smpai hati dea bole ckp "lepas nih apa ang nk buad, ang buad aku tak amek tau and jgn amek tau apa aku nk buad" OMG nngis atin dnga uh.
Mmg laki nih EGO tinggi ehh? ckp ikot suka hati jea. SABAR je lhaa selagi boleh :(
outofmood :(
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