kenape mesti jadi mcm nehh?

I dont know how to say. but i confused. sape yg mrh and sape yg sakit haty skunk? bru smlm gembira dgn dea. hari ni lain jd nye. yea, mmang atin mrh kan dea pg td. mcm tak gune jea ape yg atin ckp kt dea tak pnah dnga. kenape msty jd cm neh? bkn skali dua tp dh bnyak kali kot. but i letak tepi hal to tanak kecoh2. oke then, i dont mind. perlu kea lepas neh atin diamkan diri? and tak perlu masok cmpur hal dea lg? entah lahh. i cant understand what happen now.

today since the morning he didn't text even one message. i still wait and wait. but takde pon. why? okay maybe dea tgh happy dgn mmbe2 dea. i try to understand. coz i mmang tak suke kongkong life org. so do what ever what u want as long im okay with it. but jgn la melampau. takkan seharian tak text? i bole pk mcm2. but i takde la kolot smpai mcm tuh.

yg skit haty nye dh mlm, dea col but i cant pick up the phone. my mmbe pick up the phone and tell him. afta a few minutes i text him and ask why. but he just say nothing. saje jea col. OMG! dr pg i wait and this yg dpt? how come i nk fham dea kalo ini yg dea jwb? bkn nye nk ckp elok2. org tgh takde mood lg nk mnambah pulak. if ade pape yg tak kne pon just explain bkn nye i tak fham. uhh! i dont know la. untill now i wait he didn't say anything.

kenape msty jd mcm nehh? i tatao lahh. mls nk pk. should i think? if dea just buad dont know. sakit haty betol. if you read this. up to u. this my blog and suke haty i nk describe pasal ape pon.

baru sebulan lbeh couple dh jd cm nehh. ewww!

but sokay. bkn bdk2 lg yg nk hot tak tntu pasal. just wait and see ape lg dea nk buad. just wait and see. okay.

tomorrow i ade class pg. so i nk tgk what he will do. dea nk buad tatao or sebaliknye.

to him : we still new in this relation. dont u do whatever you want. coz anytime anything will be happen to us. i hope u think this properly. i dont want anything happen to our relation. i start to love you, start to care bout you. dont u do this to me. i hope u understand. mmang i selalu merajok. thats just main2, jgn smpai i buad betol2. if i dh sakit haty and dh merajok. susa bg u kang. hope u know more bout me. i think i know, im not the perfect person for youu :( but i will try the best to make you happy. but dont you make me sad. tq.





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